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1. I Tried to be Better, I Tried by Xielianfp

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   05 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Hayden Pike
   • Jackie Pike
   • Angst
   • Recovery
   • Injury Recovery
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Past Suicide Attempts
   • as in not shown here but in the previous part
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Mental Instability
   • selectively mute Ilya Rozanov
   • temporarily
   • Hospitals
   • Self-Harm
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Hurt Ilya Rozanov
   • Blood and Injury
   • Major Character Injury
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs Therapy
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Depression
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug

   Summary

   Shane heard Jackie behind him talking to the nurse in a failed attempt at keeping her voice down. He heard the words, ‘possible suicide attempt’ and, ‘no pulse’ before they were out of ears reach. He shakily exhaled and let himself be led into the family bathroom. 

    

   “He’s a fighter.” Hayden supplied gently. 

    

   “I know.” Shane replied. 

   Series

   • Part 2 of My Heart is Yours, it's You that I Hold on to

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