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“uh author. you good? that last one was. a lot.”
im fine
“really?”
yes
“even if ive been mean in the past i care”
you dont
“what”
its easy to say you care when you actually dont
“its also easy to be an asshole like your being right now. you cant even accept it when people are nice.”
…
“in your words ‘exactly’.”
siffrim. can you just. go.
you dont need to interrupt everything i write. i can deal with the hollowness without being personally attacked by a character i created
“fine have it your way. your self destructive way. this is why everyone hates you.”
SHUT UP
– – –
Siffrin is in a room full of mirrors. Some broken, some tall, some short, some tinted, some oddly shaped, some rectangular, some circular. There was one mirror that stood out. One that showed you the version of yourself you least want to be. The you that you hate. That you wish you could maim and destroy. The you you’ll try to do anything to deny it’s existence, even sacrificing your entire soul.
He stood facing it. Still. Observing. Barely existing.
Wanting to look away, yet feeling a need to analyze.
Glass shards slicing their heart.
Glass shards slicing.
He tried to escape their own self, but couldn’t. they tried to become someone else but couldn’t.
the mirrors created a maze.
siffrin’s own face following everywhere.
siffrin almost screamed.
.....
.....
He stood facing it. Still. Observing. Barely existing.
Wanting to look away, yet feeling a need to analyze.
Glass shards slicing their heart.
Glass shards slicing.
He tried to escape their own self, but couldn’t. they tried to become someone else but couldn’t.
the mirrors created a maze.
siffrin’s own face following everywhere.
siffrin almost screamed.
...
.....
.......
.....
...
He stood facing it. Still. Observing. Barely existing.
Wanting to look away, yet feeling a need to analyze.
Glass shards slicing their heart.
Glass shards slicing.
He tried to escape their own self, but couldn’t. they tried to become someone else but couldn’t.
the mirrors created a maze.
siffrin’s own face following everywhere.
siffrin almost screamed.
maybe a nap would help.