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Cas. Cas was gone. Forever. Dean was lying on his bed staring at the ceiling hungover out of his mind, head throbbing, nauseous to say the least. He laid there wondering how long he could last before running to the washroom to throw up whatever filth he drank to drown his sorrows last night.
And that was about it. He got up, stumbling to the bunker washroom until he could throw himself over the toilet heaving, Bile bubbling up his throat much like guilt does every so often.
Dean knows who he is and who he is becoming. He’s seen it before but never like this. It’s never been like this. Snapping at Sammy, not having the energy to eat, drinking himself silly every night until he can pass out without trying to fall asleepCas comes back, feelings are had eventually (mostly Dean's pov)