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1. you feel him everywhere, he is the love of your life by addendum

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   07 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Established Relationship
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

   Summary

   On good days, Ilya is capable of being reasonable about it. He can see his death for what it would actually be.

   How Yuna would sob into David’s shoulder, and Sveta would fall into furious, shell-shocked silence, and Shane, his Shane, would grieve for probably the rest of his life.

   Or: Ilya’s having a bad depression day. Luckily, he also has a husband who loves him very much.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   1,216

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   10

   Kudos:

   172

   Bookmarks:

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