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1. The Weight of It All by 2481hollanov1967

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   06 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Alexei Rozanov | Andrei Rozanov
   • Hayden Pike
   • Jean-Jacques Boiziau | J. J. Dagenais
   • Boston Bears | Boston Raiders Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Montreal Voyageurs | Montreal Metros Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Emotional Hurt
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Secret Relationship
   • Depression
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Mental Health Issues
   • POV Ilya Rozanov
   • POV Shane Hollander
   • Protective Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander

   Summary

   Ilya Rozanov has always been good at keeping secrets.

   His mother's death.
   His father's illness.
   What he feels for Shane Hollander.

   But secrets have weight, and lately it feels like they are all beginning to crush him at once.

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

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