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1. i won't be home with you tonight by veverite

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   09 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov & Svetlana Vetrova
   • Ilya Rozanov & Sasha | Ilya Rozanov's Coach's Son
   • Ilya Rozanov/Sasha | Ilya Rozanov's Coach's Son
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Sasha | Ilya Rozanov's Coach's Son
   • Grigori Rozanov
   • Alexei Rozanov | Andrei Rozanov
   • Irina Rozanova
   • Pre-Canon
   • chapter 1 is pre-canon! the rest is canon and a bit post-canon
   • chapter 1 is also the least hollanov-focused it's mostly about ilya's childhood
   • Child Abuse
   • Bisexual Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Has ADHD
   • Ilya Rozanov Has PTSD
   • (chapters 2 and 3 deal with his ptsd a lot)
   • Depression
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • eastern european character written by an eastern european author!!!!!!
   • guys i've waited so long to use this tag
   • being queer in eastern europe type shit
   • Homophobia
   • Homophobic Language
   • author actually does know a fair bit about hockey
   • Good Friend Svetlana Vetrova
   • She's the best I love her
   • discussions of racism
   • Underage Sex - Freeform
   • i don't describe it in detail until everyone involved is an adult
   • dubious power dynamics between ilya and older girls he sleeps with
   • Underage Drug Use
   • Underage Drinking
   • Underage Smoking
   • ilya rozanov's fucked up childhood the fic
   • Domestic Violence
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Ilya Rozanov-centric
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug

   Summary

   “So, your dad’s kind of… intense.”

   Ilya glanced at Sveta. They were behind the school, savouring the hour Ilya had between classes and hockey practice, both sipping on the chocolate milk their school had supplied during lunch.

   “Does he ever, I don’t know, hug you?” Sveta asked, and Ilya hated how she looked at him. Almost like she felt sorry for him.

   “Sure he does,” Ilya said, shrugging. “When I win at hockey, I guess.”

   “And Alyosha?”

   Ilya had to actually think about this one. And he felt uneasy when he realised that no, he’d never quite seen Grigori hug Alexei. “He’s not very good at hockey,” Ilya said, disliking how meek he sounded.

   Or: Being queer in Russia, Grigori Rozanov's awful parenting, and Ilya's struggle to survive it.

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