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My story begins with disgusting business. It isn't that I blame my mum, I understand the issues that she has, but I still look at the information with horror. Mum raped a man, and the situation ended with a mistake - ME!
Anko Mitarashi was not mother materiel. She was practically not even ninja material. My mother is on the dangerous side of crazy, and I grew up fast to match this fact. I don't know who it was exactly that she raped, but I long since thought that it was someone incredibly smart. I doubted that I got my intelligence from my mother. I was fully aware and learning more advanced concepts at the age of two. Not something usual, even for ninja. Mum started to train me as soon as she noticed I could walk around. It wasn't light training either, apparently she suspected that I would end up being an advanced child and wanted to take advantage of this fact.
"I want you to become strong enough to protect not only yourself, but me as well." Anko had said, before beginning training.
Ultimately I loved my mother. Her crazy was what made her, well, her. That didn't mean that I don't know she is bat shit, that she takes advantage of the fact she has a child far too much. She wanted me to train dead to bone for her, and forced me to do it. Even them I knew that she loved me in her own way. Of course, I wished a few times that my father came to save me, stupid right? My rape victim father coming to save me. Like that would happen. If he knew that I exist he probably wouldn't care. I was a mistake, besides it wasn't like my mother was that bad. I would become strong under her teaching before I joined the academy. Strong enough to protect myself, maybe even strong enough that I wouldn't have to train so much.
Maybe I could just have fun for once.