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1. what should've been you by Anonymous

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

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   11 Mar 2026

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Hayden Pike
   • Troy Barrett & Ilya Rozanov
   • David Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Hayden Pike
   • Brandon Wiebe
   • Troy Barrett
   • Harris Drover
   • David Hollander
   • Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
   • Omega Ilya Rozanov
   • Alpha Shane Hollander
   • listen
   • it's not that important what is important
   • Unplanned Pregnancy
   • Mpreg | Male Pregnancy
   • pregnancy loss
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Angst
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • remix of the plane crash
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Medical Trauma
   • some vague commentary about reproductive rights in the usa
   • for real this is not happy
   • ilya losing a baby he did not ever know he had
   • Temporary Loss Of Autonomy
   • medical decisions being made against patients' will
   • to be clear it's to save his life

   Summary

   It’s a seemingly innocuous tweet that Shane reads, the type of standard pre-game roster updates every NHL account posts.

   Ilya Rozanov (#81) is inactive for tonight’s game in Tampa due to illness. In an abundance of caution, he has been taken to Tampa General Hospital for further evaluation and treatment.

   Ilya hasn’t said much since their fight on Boxing Day. Shane knows that the Centaurs are on a hot streak, ripping through North Carolina’s defense on their last-ditch attempt for a playoff spot, but he knows that because he has been stalking any media related to his boyfriend. Getting more than a few words out of Ilya through text or a few minutes on the phone with him has been pulling teeth. Not even discussing the upcoming hockey camps has managed to bridge the growing gap between them.

   Or, a different take on the plane crash.

   (title from bigger than the whole sky by t. swift)

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