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Is it just me or am I just lost now?
Is it just me who can’t be yours?
Is it just me who ruins everything?
Is it just me who can’t pass the bridge?
Are you avoiding me
I’m sorry I’m not myself
I’m trying to survive a barren land filled with the biggest ghouls of mankind that hunt me everyday, that torment my mind, that won’t leave, I can’t escape, I wanna see the light
I wanna be there with you
Upon a place I’ve been told to go
They call it , but I call it
Is a shovel useless if not used to dig?
Is a butcher useless if they don’t slaughter a pig?
Is a tree useless if it can’t produce a fig?
Am I part of an agenda made to fail
I already know what my life will entail
Fear not though I have a boat to sail,
down down down down to hail
But who am I if not an adult
All grown up now, it feels occult
Is a path to be paved by my own hands
To lead me towards that forward stand
Standing tall just for me
No one will read my soliloquy
Been called a nihilist, but I digress
to yonder upon a barren land less
To the one who knows their position
I’m afraid my time is now a superstition
So farewell
goodbye
I’d say I’ll be back
but thou dost lie
All I see now is the
gate
of Hades
Who am I and am I just lost now¿
Is it just me who doesn’t know you¿
Is it me who runs everything¿
Is it just me who can’t pass this life¿
What am I doing wrong¿