Adult Content Warning

This work could have adult content. If you continue, you have agreed that you are willing to see such content.

• Yes, Continue
• No, Go Back

If you accept cookies from our site and you choose "Yes, Continue", you will not be asked again during this session (that is, until you close your browser). If you log in you can store your preference and never be asked again.

1. to think and to build and to break by wwwjudedotcom

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   12 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • David Hollander & Shane Hollander & Yuna Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • ilya knows shane is autistic before shane does
   • shane panics about it

   Summary

   "Have you thought about it?" Ilya asks like it won’t crack him open down the middle.

   No. Yes. All the time. Sometimes. Never.

   But he asks so gently, asks with so much patience that Shane actually wants to answer. He wants to maybe start thinking about something he’s tried so hard to ignore.

   -

   Shane Hollander is autistic, confirmed. Ilya is more aware of it than Shane is, also confirmed.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   5,366

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   15

   Kudos:

   467

   Bookmarks:

   73

   Hits:

   5,275