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1. This Ilya by Trolleyy

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   15 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Time Loop
   • existential feelings about time loops
   • specifically knowing that the version of yourself that you are experiencing will not continue
   • and trying to make the best of it
   • because you want the person looping to be okay

   Summary

   Shane is stuck in a time loop. Ilya believes him.

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   “I fix things,” Ilya promises. Hollander’s eyes flit to his lips, and Ilya understands it. Gets where his ugly had come in, gets how he has hurt Hollander. Cannot let it happen again. It is okay that it will hurt. It will only hurt for the hours until this Ilya is gone.

   Ilya tugs again on his jeans until Hollander is close to kiss, and then he forgets the jeans so that he can hold Hollander as he kisses him. He wipes away those messy tears and kisses him and kisses him and kisses him until Hollander’s phone alarm goes off again.

   Hollander fumbles his phone out of his pocket.

   “You make backup alarm for witch,” Ilya bemoans, “but are late for me.”

   Language:

   English

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