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1. I never said I’d be alright by xSoupyx

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • No category
   • Work in Progress

   15 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Trauma Recovery

   Summary

   Ilya accidently triggers something with Shane that he struggles to understand.

   Doesn’t really follow a timeline in the books super well, but sometime when they both definitely have feelings they haven’t admitted to yet. Features a lot of guilt, misunderstandings, difficulty sharing and knowing how to be there for someone.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   8,562

   Chapters:

   5/?

   Comments:

   6

   Kudos:

   82

   Bookmarks:

   21

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