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I Could Be a Better Boyfriend

Summary:

Woonhak wasn’t looking for anyone— until Taesan watched, waited, and made it impossible to look away. One kiss, one touch, and nothing will ever feel the same.

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Inspired by Dove Cameron's Boyfriend

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The bass is loud enough to blur the edges of everything, a steady vibration that travels up through the floor and into Woonhak’s bones until it feels less like sound and more like pressure. Light spills across the room in slow pulses— violet dissolving into blue, blue flashing into white— turning faces into fragments and bodies into silhouettes that blur together whenever the crowd shifts. The air is warm and heavy, thick with overlapping perfume and the faint metallic tang of spilled drinks drying on the floor. Someone laughs too loudly somewhere behind her. Glass clinks. Music swells, drops, swells again. Everything feels slightly unreal, like the room is breathing around her while she stands still inside it.

Woonhak leans one shoulder against the wall near the edge of the dance floor, her phone glowing in her hand as she scrolls through messages she isn’t really reading. Her thumb moves automatically, opening and closing conversations, checking the time even though she has already checked it several times in the past few minutes. Her boyfriend had said he would be right back. That was almost half an hour ago. She tells herself she doesn’t care. She tells herself she’s used to it. Still, her gaze drifts toward the crowd every so often without permission, searching without quite admitting that she is searching at all.

She exhales slowly and tips her head back against the wall, letting her eyes close for a moment. Maybe she will leave soon. Maybe she will slip out quietly, call a ride, go somewhere quieter where the noise doesn’t sit so heavily against her skin. The thought barely finishes forming before a strange awareness prickles along the back of her neck— subtle, but immediate, like warmth gathering in a single concentrated point. It takes her a second to recognize the sensation for what it is. Being watched. Not casually. Not vaguely. Directly.

Her eyes open before she consciously decides to move. She scans the shifting crowd once, twice— and then she finds her.

Taesan stands several meters away, partially shadowed by the slow pulse of colored light, completely still amid the constant motion around her. She isn’t dancing or talking or looking at anyone else. She is simply watching Woonhak with an intensity that feels almost physical, like attention with weight to it. Their eyes meet, and something tightens unexpectedly in Woonhak’s chest. Taesan doesn’t look away. She doesn’t smile or acknowledge being caught. She simply holds the gaze, calm and steady, as though she has been observing for a while and has only just decided to make it obvious.

Woonhak is the one who looks down first, her thumb tapping her phone screen even though nothing new appears. Heat creeps slowly up the back of her neck. She tells herself it’s the crowded room, the lack of airflow, the closeness of too many bodies in too small a space. But when she glances up again, Taesan is already moving toward her.

She doesn’t rush. She never rushes. She walks with the kind of quiet certainty that makes people shift around her without thinking, as though space rearranges itself naturally in response to her presence. She weaves through the crowd without hesitation, never breaking stride, never glancing aside, her attention fixed entirely on where she is going. On who she is going to. Woonhak feels herself straighten slightly without meaning to, her shoulder lifting away from the wall as Taesan approaches.

When Taesan stops in front of her, she stands close enough that Woonhak can see the subtle reflection of colored light along the curve of her cheekbone, close enough to notice the faint warmth of clean fabric and something softer beneath it. She says nothing at first. She simply looks at her— not casually, not politely, but with focused attention that feels almost like being examined, like something about Woonhak is being carefully considered and understood piece by piece.

Woonhak shifts her weight, suddenly aware of how still she is standing. “What?” she asks, her voice quieter than she expects it to be.

Taesan’s gaze flicks briefly to the phone in Woonhak’s hand before returning to her face. “He left you alone again.”

There is no accusation in the statement, no curiosity either. Just calm certainty, as if she is pointing out something obvious and observable. Woonhak scoffs lightly in reflex, the sound coming out more defensive than dismissive. “He’s with his friends.”

Taesan hums once, a soft sound that carries no argument and no agreement, only acknowledgment. Then, without asking, she reaches out and gently takes the untouched drink from Woonhak’s other hand. The motion is smooth and unhurried, leaving no space for interruption.

“Hey—”

“You weren’t drinking it,” Taesan says simply, placing the glass behind her on a nearby surface without looking. The matter-of-fact tone makes it sound less like a decision and more like an adjustment that was always going to happen.

Woonhak opens her mouth, then closes it again. Something about the quiet certainty in Taesan’s movements makes resistance feel strangely unnecessary, like objecting would only highlight how little she actually wants the drink back.

Taesan steps closer, closing the remaining distance until Woonhak becomes aware of the warmth radiating from her body, the steady rhythm of her breathing, the way her presence fills the small pocket of space between them. “Are you having fun?” she asks softly.

The question is simple, but the directness of her gaze makes it difficult to answer casually. Woonhak swallows before responding. “Yeah.”

The silence that follows stretches long enough to feel deliberate. The music pounds around them, but inside that small shared space, everything feels muted, as though the world has lowered its volume just enough to make the quiet noticeable. Taesan tilts her head slightly, waiting without prompting, without pressure— but the expectation is there nonetheless, subtle and steady.

Woonhak feels the urge to explain herself rising unexpectedly. “…It’s just loud,” she adds quickly. “And crowded.”

Taesan watches her for another moment, then nods once, slow and deliberate. “I thought so.”

Her hand lifts toward Woonhak’s collar, fingers smoothing fabric that doesn’t actually need adjusting. The gesture is small, but the brush of her fingertips along the side of Woonhak’s neck is unmistakable— warm, slow, intentional. The touch lingers just long enough for sensation to settle fully into awareness before fading.

Woonhak forgets to breathe.

Taesan notices. Of course she does. Her gaze drops briefly to the quick movement of Woonhak’s throat when she swallows, then returns to her eyes.

“Your boyfriend doesn’t pay attention to you,” she says quietly.

The words land without sharpness, spoken in the same calm tone one might use to describe the weather or the time of day. Woonhak lets out a small, unsteady laugh. “You don’t know that.”

Taesan leans slightly closer, their shoulders nearly brushing. “I know he isn’t here.”

The warmth of her voice near Woonhak’s ear sends a shiver down her spine. Taesan’s gaze flicks to her lips for the briefest moment before returning to her eyes.

“Come with me,” she says.

The invitation feels less like a suggestion and more like the next natural step in a sequence already unfolding. Woonhak blinks. “Where?”

Taesan doesn’t answer immediately. Instead, her hand slides gently but firmly around Woonhak’s wrist, her thumb settling over the rapid flutter of her pulse. “Somewhere quieter.”

“…Why?”

Her thumb traces slowly, measuring rhythm, grounding without restraint. “Because you want to.”

Woonhak shakes her head slightly, breath uneven. “I didn’t say that.”

“No,” Taesan agrees softly. “You didn’t.” A small pause. “But you aren't pulling away either.”

And she’s right. Woonhak hasn’t moved at all.

When Taesan finally releases her wrist, it is only to shrug off her jacket and drape it over Woonhak’s shoulders. She adjusts the fabric carefully, aligning seams, smoothing the collar, her fingers lingering near the base of Woonhak’s throat. The warmth of the jacket settles around her like an extension of Taesan’s presence.

“Better,” she murmurs.

Woonhak’s voice comes out almost unrecognizable to her own ears. “…Taesan.”

Taesan smiles slightly, something quiet and knowing softening her expression. She steps back just enough to look at her fully, then extends her hand, palm up, waiting with patient certainty.

Woonhak hesitates only briefly before placing her hand in Taesan’s. Taesan’s fingers close immediately, secure and steady, and she turns toward the exit without looking back.

The music fades gradually behind them, replaced by the cool rush of night air when the door opens. Outside, the world feels quieter, the distant hum of traffic replacing the pounding bass. Taesan doesn’t release her hand. She leads her a few steps away from the building, then stops and turns to face her beneath the soft glow of a streetlight.

Her free hand lifts, tucking a loose strand of hair behind Woonhak’s ear, her fingers lingering briefly along the curve of her jaw. “You were going to leave anyway,” she murmurs.

“…Maybe.”

“I know.”

Their foreheads hover close enough to almost touch. Taesan’s hand rests lightly at Woonhak’s waist, not pulling, not pushing, simply present. Waiting.

“Tell me to stop,” she whispers.

Woonhak’s lips part, breath trembling.

“…Don’t.”

Something warm flickers in Taesan’s gaze as she closes the remaining distance slowly, deliberately, like time has stretched just for them.

The quiet outside settles around them gradually, like the world is still adjusting to their presence in it. The air feels cooler here, thin and clean compared to the dense warmth inside the party, but the chill barely registers against the heat lingering beneath Woonhak’s skin. Her awareness has narrowed so completely that everything else feels distant— traffic somewhere far down the street, muffled music behind the closed door, the faint rustle of leaves overhead. None of it reaches her fully. What she notices instead is proximity. Warmth. Breath. The steady, unmistakable presence of Taesan standing close enough to feel without touching.

The hand at her waist hasn’t moved, but Woonhak feels it more now than she did inside. Maybe it’s because nothing else is competing for attention. The pressure is light but certain, resting just above her hip, warm even through the layers of fabric between them. It feels grounding in a way that makes her strangely aware of how unsteady she might otherwise be.

Their faces are close— close enough that she can feel the faint warmth of Taesan’s breath when she exhales, close enough that every small shift in posture changes the distance between them. Woonhak realizes she is holding herself very still, not because she’s trying to, but because movement feels too loud somehow, too disruptive to whatever fragile tension has gathered between them.

Taesan doesn’t rush to close the space. She simply remains there, watching quietly, her gaze moving across Woonhak’s face with unhurried focus. It’s not an intense stare in the dramatic sense— there’s nothing sharp about it— but the attention is steady enough that Woonhak feels it almost like touch. It makes her aware of things she wouldn’t normally think about: the way her lips are slightly parted from uneven breathing, the faint warmth still lingering along her cheeks, the subtle tremor she can’t quite stop in her fingers where they rest lightly against Taesan’s shoulder.

Taesan’s thumb shifts against her side— not a deliberate stroke, more like a small adjustment of position— but the movement draws Woonhak’s attention instantly. The warmth of that touch seems to spread outward beneath her skin, slow and disorienting, making her inhale a little too sharply. She feels Taesan notice the change in her breathing without needing to look down. The awareness passes between them quietly, acknowledged without words.

When Taesan finally leans closer, the movement is gradual enough that Woonhak feels it happening before she consciously registers what’s changing. The distance shortens little by little— the warmth between them deepening, the shared space tightening until even breathing feels mutual.

Their noses brush lightly, the contact soft and brief but enough to make Woonhak’s breath falter. She feels Taesan pause at that reaction, not pulling away, just adjusting slightly, her head tilting with careful precision as though making sure nothing about the moment feels accidental.

Then her lips meet Woonhak’s.

The contact is warm and gentle, but what strikes Woonhak first is how still it feels. Taesan doesn’t move immediately after the first touch. She simply remains there, letting the sensation settle fully, as though allowing Woonhak time to understand exactly what is happening. The softness of her lips, the quiet warmth of shared breath, the subtle steadiness of the hand at her waist— everything exists at once, layered and present.

Woonhak feels something loosen in her chest, something that had been held tight without her realizing it. Her eyes close slowly, not out of instinct alone but because the sensation feels easier to experience without distraction. She becomes aware of how warm Taesan’s mouth feels against hers, how steady the contact is, how grounded it makes her feel in a way she didn’t expect.

When the kiss begins to deepen, it happens gradually, guided more by response than intention. Woonhak shifts slightly closer without meaning to, her body leaning toward the warmth, and Taesan follows that movement naturally, adjusting the angle of her head, letting the contact become fuller without ever becoming hurried.

The hand at Woonhak’s waist slides just slightly higher, settling more securely along the curve of her side. The touch is slow enough that she feels the path of it through fabric, a steady warmth traveling upward until it rests in place again. Her thumb moves once, a small grounding motion that seems to anchor Woonhak exactly where she stands.

Woonhak’s fingers shift from Taesan’s shoulder to the back of her neck, tentative at first. Her fingertips brush warm skin, then rest more fully when Taesan doesn’t pull away. The contact feels steady, reassuring, and the kiss responds to that closeness— not intensifying sharply, but deepening in a way that feels natural, like breath slowly evening out after something startling.

There is no sense of urgency in the way Taesan moves. She kisses with quiet attention, responding to every subtle change— the way Woonhak’s breathing softens, the way her fingers press slightly more firmly at the back of her neck, the way her body relaxes into the warmth instead of holding tension.

The world narrows without feeling overwhelming. The moment simply becomes complete enough that nothing else seems necessary.

When Taesan eventually begins to pull back, the change is gradual enough that Woonhak feels the warmth fading before the contact fully breaks. Their lips separate softly, lingering close, and Taesan’s forehead rests gently against hers as though the space between them is still too small to widen all at once.

Her hand remains at Woonhak’s waist, thumb moving slowly in a small, absentminded stroke that feels more soothing than possessive now. Their breathing is still uneven, still shared in the narrow space between them.

Woonhak doesn’t open her eyes immediately. She stays there, feeling the warmth lingering across her lips, the steady presence in front of her, the quiet hum of sensation settling through her body in slow waves.

When Taesan finally speaks, her voice is soft enough that Woonhak feels the vibration of it through proximity more than sound itself.

“You’re coming with me.”

There’s no question in the words. Just quiet certainty.

Woonhak swallows, her fingers still resting lightly at the back of Taesan’s neck, her pulse still unsteady beneath the lingering warmth of the kiss.

“…Okay.”

Taesan’s hand slides down to lace their fingers together again, firm and steady, and when she steps back this time, it’s only to guide her forward.

Woonhak follows without thinking about why.