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1. it hurts by theotherlucifer

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen
   • Complete Work

   19 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Background & Cameo Characters
   • 9x14
   • Post 9x14
   • Drug Addiction
   • Substance Abuse
   • Overdose
   • Angst
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending
   • Hopeful Ending
   • Angst with a Hopeful Ending
   • Character Study
   • POV Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Needs A Hug
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Needs Therapy
   • Minor Dr Wells Mention

   Summary

   It wasn't supposed to go like this.

   Buck's not stupid. He knows what he's doing. Knows what this looks like. But. It's not like that. It's not. He's getting help. It's helping.

   Maybe Bobby would be disappointed. But he's not fucking here is he?

    

   (Or based on 9x14 Buck copes. The drugs help.)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   1,243

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

   109

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