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1. just let me be (close to you) by Bluebox_Parchment

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   20 Mar 2026

   Tags

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Established Relationship
   • Established Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Relationship Discussions
   • Insecure Shane Hollander
   • and now for the fun tags
   • Rimming
   • Hand Jobs
   • Anal Fingering
   • Come Eating
   • Come as Lube
   • Spit As Lube
   • Face-Sitting
   • Dom/sub Undertones
   • Coming Untouched
   • eating ass is an act of holy devotion my good friend ilya rozanov told me so
   • i set out to write filth somehow hit the angst branch on the way down before landing in the schmoop fluff at the bottom. bon appetit
   • Unbeta'd
   • Post-Episode: s01e06 The Cottage (Heated Rivalry)

   Summary

   But before Ilya can begin to parse his reply into English, Shane bites his lip and adds, “Unless,” and Ilya’s stomach drops out from him. “I know you said you hadn’t been with anyone else since Tampa but…” he bites his lip. There’s something so tense and sad lingering around Shane’s eyes as he keeps his face turned away from Ilya. “If – if you did, miss sleeping with women, and you –” he swallows thickly, looking like the words are causing him physical pain. “If you – if you wanted to, in Boston when we’re apart…” Ilya doesn’t miss the way Shane’s hands shake slightly as he rubs across the back of his neck. “We don’t have to be exclusive.”

   or: Shane opens up about his insecurities and Ilya does what Ilya does best to help ease them.

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