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1. (hopelessly) waiting for your love by attfna

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   19 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Hayden Pike
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Getting Together
   • First Time
   • Smut
   • Anal Sex
   • Anal Fingering
   • Blow Jobs
   • Mutual Pining
   • Masturbation
   • Passive Suicidal Ideation
   • Traumatic Brain Injury
   • Panic Attacks
   • Dubious Medical Science
   • false memory syndrome
   • False Memories
   • shane hollander is very gay
   • ilya rozanov is very curious
   • former slut ilya
   • we love a slut
   • Coming Out
   • Homophobia
   • they have to be honest with each other and someone might explode
   • opposite of amnesia kind of
   • speed-running a relationship so for hollanov its just a normal timeline
   • choatic coming out
   • ilya is feral
   • No beta we die like Shanes heterosexuality

   Summary

   When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.

   Or

   Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.

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