Work Text:
i hate writing
and i hate how all my friends seem to find it so easy
i also hate how my stories seem stupid compared to theirs
i guess it’s because deep down i know they are
i hate my writing and my badly written characters
i hate everything i write
and i also hate what i don’t write
and i hate myself even more for feeling jealous of my friends
i hate feeling insecure about my stories
i hate having the feeling that everyone is better than me at everything, especially at the one thing i love the most
i hate having the passion but not the talent
i hate my body
i hate my stories
i hate my creative block
i hate my insecurities
i hate being pure envy
i hate being pure insecurity
i hate being pure selfishness
i hate being imperfect
i hate being sensitive
i hate myself
and that’s why i hate writing