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1. a life meant for two, carried by one. by gothnarwhal

   Fandoms: State SMP | ish's Civilization Series  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/F, M/M
   • Work in Progress

   23 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Fluixon/Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Cynikka & Fluixon (Video Blogging RPF)
   • CallMeCass/Cynikka (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Jophiel_/Schpood (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Fluixon & Thomas5200 (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Cynikka & Elanuelo & Fluixon (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Saparata & Schpood (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Saparata & Thomas5200 (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Fluixon (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Cynikka (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Schpood (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Jophiel_ (Video Blogging RPF)
   • CallMeCass (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Thomas5200 (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Elanuelo (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Angst
   • Fluff
   • Suicide
   • thought of suicide
   • unhealthy relashionships
   • First Kiss
   • Denial of Feelings
   • Jealousy
   • Major Character Injury
   • Family Dynamics
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Mutual Pining
   • Yearning

   Summary

   I don't know how to write summaries.

   Saps stands at the tower, hands trembling, mind reeling.
   'why' Saps asks himself, although he knows why. He's not asking himself why he wants to end it right here, right now, he's asking himself why Fluixon had betrayed him. Betrayed them.

   Saps laughs silently to himself and shakes his head, Fluixon really is just like his father.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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   Chapters:

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