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The road cut through rocks and dust, kicking both into the air as the truck rumbled forward. A roadrunner sprinted alongside it for a moment, keeping pace before veering off and disappearing into the tall prairie grasses. Endless T-posts flickered past—too many to count, stretching on forever it seemed. Miles upon miles of barbed wire lined the land, strands snagged with tufts of hair from some wary beast that had stopped to scratch an itch.
In the middle of it all sat two boys in a truck, its dark, shimmering green exterior gleaming under the bright sun overhead.
Gon drove, one leg propped up on the seat while the other worked the pedals. His fingers tapped against the wheel in rhythm with the music. Beside him, Killua stared out the window, his silver hair whipping like prairie fire in the dry summer air. He watched a cow lowing for her calf, the young thing frolicking in the brush as they passed.
Between them, the radio jockey’s voice rang out, “Up next, we have For the Progress of Man, and plenty more music coming your way.”
The music burst to life, the fiddle taking over the airwaves. It filled the cab, lively and bright, and sent Gon into a singing fit. He belted out every syllable, tapping harder now, completely caught up in the rhythm.
Killua turned from the window to watch him. He had always known Gon enjoyed music—but nothing like this, he thought.
Gon sang along to the song blasting through the speakers, his voice loud and unrestrained as he faced the endless road ahead. He sang to the horizon, to the rocks scattered across the dry soil, to everything and nothing all at once.
Killua watched him, a small smile tugging at his lips. Gon’s singing was terrible—completely off-key, no sense of rhythm—but there was something about it. The way he threw himself into every word, like it mattered, like the whole world could hear him.
And somehow, that made it perfect.
Killua leaned back in his seat, letting the music and the hum of the road settle around him. In that moment, with the sun overhead and Gon singing like nothing else existed, he felt completely content.
Gon turned the volume down as the song faded, giving way to a string of radio ads.
“Hey, Killua?” Gon asked, still humming the tune of the now-dead song, his fingers tapping lightly on the dashboard.
““Hm?” Killua hummed, still captivated by Gon—the sun reflecting off the truck’s glossy paint, glinting across his cheeks, and making the sparkle in his eyes shimmer.
“I just… have to warn you,” Gon said, scratching the back of his neck with his free hand as he swerved slightly to avoid a pothole, “this place is… uh, pretty… me, I suppose you could say.”
Killua snorted and tore his attention away from Gon, hoping he wouldn’t distract him. “What does that even mean?” he asked, watching a deer dart across the pasture as a buck chased after it. Nearby, doves burst into the sky with a sudden flurry.
“Well… it’s loud, for one,” Gon said, pausing. “It’s just… very my vibe, you know?” He stopped himself before spiraling off into a tangent.
The radio jockey’s voice crackled back to life. “Welcome back to 405 Radio, where we play nothing but the best Red Dirt and pure country. Up next: Cover Me Up (Live) by Jason Isbell and the 400 Unit. Enjoy!”
Gon immediately slammed the volume almost all the way up, throwing his arms wide and yelling the words toward the orange sky and the setting sun. His voice carried across the cab, untamed and alive, blending with the hum of the truck and the fading light stretching across the prairie.
Gon grabbed Killua’s empty hand resting between them, lifting it like a makeshift microphone. He pressed it to his mouth, leaning into it as he sang, twisting the words to fit his own version.
“~So, boy, leave your boots by the bed, we ain't leavin' this room 'Til someone needs medical help or the magnolias bloom It's cold in this house and I ain't goin' out to chop wood So cover me up and know you're enough to use me for good~” he shouted, letting the rhythm take over. He felt every beat, every cheer, every pulse of the music reverberate through the record and into Killua’s hand.
As the song slowed, Gon pressed a quick, gentle kiss into Killua’s hand, then intertwined his fingers with his. Killua felt a spark run through the simple touch, warmth spreading in the fading light.
Ahead, a neon sign flickered to life, cutting through the darkening sky. Blues and reds flashed in jagged rhythm, illuminating the quiet parking lot. In bold letters, it read: “The Dancing Whale Dance Hall”, and a cartoonish whale spun and twirled in glowing animation above the entrance, casting a playful glow over the scattered cars.
Gon’s eyes lit up, reflecting the neon glow. “Here we are,” he said, voice low and full of excitement. “Welcome to my kind of place.”
Killua tightened his grip on Gon’s hand, watching the sign pulse, feeling a mix of curiosity and nerves. The prairie behind them felt distant now, replaced by the thrum of neon.
“You still haven’t quite explained what a dance hall is, Gon,” Killua said as they rolled into a car park full of beat-up trucks and worn-down cars. In the center stood a big barn-like building, its weathered wood glowing under the flickering neon above the entrance.
“I haven’t? My bad!” Gon laughed, weaving the truck past a few scattered cars. “Basically… it’s a bar with a dance floor. Amazing music, lots of fun—perfect for people like me!”
He swung the truck into a reserved spot near the entrance, slapping the dash with a grin. “Gon Freecss—reserved parking!”
Killua raised an eyebrow, glancing around at the empty lot and the glowing neon whale above them. “Reserved… huh?”
“Yep,” Gon said, swinging open the door. “I helped build this place—I practically grew up here.”
He bent down, snatching his jacket and wallet from the floorboard, his fingers brushing over the worn leather, checking that everything he needed was with him. The neon glow from above bathed him in blues and reds, painting his grin in flickering light, like he was made of the very electricity of the sign.
“Ready?” he asked, voice low but vibrating with excitement, eyes sparkling like sparks caught in the wind.
Killua’s hand found his, their fingers intertwining. Even from outside, the music throbbed through the boards of the barn, a pulse of life calling them forward. Shadows danced across the parking lot, the whale above spinning in luminous arcs, and for a heartbeat, the prairie, the road, and the setting sun felt like a memory fading behind them.
The doors burst open, and the song Keep Off the Grass tore through the air, rattling the wooden beams of the barn. Gon stepped in first, letting Killua slip in right behind him.
The hall hit them all at once—loud music, louder people, a sea of movement in every corner. Lights swung in wild arcs, casting fragmented shadows across faces, tables, and the worn wooden floor. Gon’s hand found Killua’s shoulder, squeezing lightly. He leaned down, voice just above the roar of the crowd.
“Follow me,” he shouted into Killua’s ear, a grin tugging at his lips. “We’ll grab some drinks, and I’ll introduce you to some of my friends.”
His hand slid down to intertwine with Killua’s, pulling him further into the heart of the hall. Every step carried them deeper into the chaos, the pulse of the music vibrating through the floor, through the walls, and through them. Gon moved like he belonged here, while Killua let himself be pulled along, senses alive with lights, sounds, and the strange thrill of stepping into a world he had never known.
Gon pulled them through the waves of people, bodies brushing past and bouncing off them like water against stone. Laughter, boots, and music crashed together in a rhythm that felt almost alive. Killua stumbled once, then steadied, letting himself be guided as Gon carved a path through the crowd like he’d done it a thousand times before.
At last, they reached the bar.
Gon lifted his free hand, waving the bartender down like he was hailing a passing cab. “Hey! Dude, haven’t seen you in a minute!”
The bartender leaned back against the counter, tossing an old rag over his shoulder. His eyes flicked toward Killua, curious, amused.
“And who’s this?” he asked, nodding in Killua’s direction.
Gon’s grip on Killua’s hand tightened just slightly, like he was proud to have him there.
“This is my boyfriend, Killua!” Gon shouted over the music, grinning. “He’s never been to a hall before, so I figured I’d introduce him.”
He dropped onto a bar stool, which wobbled beneath him, its uneven legs scraping lightly against the worn wooden floor.
Killua took the seat beside him, adjusting slightly as his own stool shifted under his weight. “Nice to meet you,” he said, steadying himself with one foot on the rung.
“Well, nice to meet you too,” the bartender replied with a chuckle, tossing a rag over his shoulder. “I’ve heard quite a bit about you.”
“Yeah, yeah, he gets it,” Gon said quickly, waving a hand as if to brush away the attention. “I’ll take a Twisted Tea, bub.”
Around them, the music roared and boots pounded, the whole place alive with motion—so much that even the stools seemed to sway along with it.
The two sat at the bar, the night slipping by in a blur of voices and laughter. Old friends drifted in and out, clapping Gon on the back, leaning in close to be heard over the music. Each time, Gon introduced Killua the same way—his boyfriend—like it was the most natural thing in the world.
And every time, Killua felt his face warm, a quiet flush creeping up his cheeks. He hid it behind a sip of his drink, telling himself it was just the alcohol settling in.
Gon slipped easily into conversation, laughing with an old buddy about trucks, the cattle market, and things Killua couldn’t quite bring himself to care about. The words faded into background noise.
His attention drifted instead to the dance floor.
Couples swayed beneath the shifting lights, moving together like seaweed in a slow tide—pulling close, spinning apart, then finding each other again. Boots scraped softly against the wood, hands clasped, bodies turning in time with the music. It was messy, uncoordinated… but there was something about it. Something alive.
A faint whisper brushed his ear, warm and close, snapping him from the moment.
“Do you wanna go dance?” Gon murmured, leaning in far too close, his voice barely cutting through the music.
Killua stiffened slightly, glancing back at him.
“Kind of… but I don’t even know how to dance,” he admitted, quieter now, like the words might get lost if he didn’t hold onto them.
“What?!” Gon shot up immediately, nearly knocking his stool back as he stood, swaying just slightly from the alcohol. “That’s crazy—come on, I’ll teach you.”
He held out his hand, open and certain, like there was no question Killua would take it.
Killua hesitated, just for a moment. The music pulsed, the crowd shifted, and the dance floor called like something alive. Then, slowly, he let his hand fall into Gon’s.
A slower song drifted through the hall—Goddamn Lonely Love (Jason Isbell's cover) humming low beneath the noise, its ache threading through the air like smoke.
Gon pulled Killua closer, closing the space between them until the world outside their small orbit blurred into color and motion. One hand held his, firm and certain; the other rested at his side, grounding him there.
“Just follow me,” he whispered, voice softer now, shaped by the song.
Killua felt it then—not just the closeness, but the weight of it. The music wasn’t loud anymore; it pressed in, wrapped around them, something bittersweet and aching, like it understood more than he did.
He let himself lean in.
They swayed together, slow and uneven at first, like two tides learning the same pull. Gon moved with quiet confidence, guiding without forcing, letting Killua find the rhythm in his own way.
Around them, the hall breathed—boots scuffed wood, laughter rose and fell, lights flickered like distant stars—but it all felt far away now.
There was only this:
the low hum of Goddamn Lonely Love,
the steady warmth of Gon’s hands,
and the strange, quiet realization blooming in Killua’s chest—
that even in a room full of people,
he had never felt less alone.
The song faded, its final notes dissolving into the hum of the hall—yet they didn’t stop.
Gon and Killua kept swaying, caught in a rhythm that lingered beyond the music, like their bodies had memorized something the world hadn’t quite let go of yet. A quiet, perpetual motion—slow, steady, endless.
For a moment, it felt like time itself had softened.
Then—
“I hope y’all liked that one,” the lead singer’s voice rang out, crackling through the speakers, pulling the room back into itself. “But we’ve got a guest tonight—someone we all know and love. If he’d make his way on stage and play us a few songs…”
“Assholes,” Gon muttered under his breath, the word softened by a half-smile as the spell of the moment slipped away.
He pulled back just enough to look at Killua, though his hand didn’t leave his. “There’s an empty table up front by the stage, if you want it.”
Without waiting long for an answer, he turned, weaving through the crowd once more—guiding, not dragging this time.
The people parted and pressed around them like a living tide, laughter and voices crashing in waves. The stage lights grew brighter with every step, spilling gold and blue across the worn wooden floor.
Up ahead, a small table sat waiting in the glow—close enough to feel the music before it even began again.
Gon glanced back over his shoulder, eyes lit with that same restless spark.
“Best seat in the house,” he said, like it was a secret he was letting Killua in on.
Killua only smiled, letting himself be guided as Gon pulled out the chair for him. He sat, the wood creaking softly beneath him, eyes following Gon as he stepped away.
Then—up.
Gon climbed onto the stage.
The crowd erupted.
It wasn’t just loud—it was alive, a roaring wave that crashed against the walls hard enough to make the rafters tremble. Laughter, cheers, stomping boots—it all blurred into something overwhelming, something electric. For a moment, Killua wondered if the whole place might come apart at the seams.
He blinked, stunned.
He knew Gon sang—of course he did. Loud, off-key, wild and unrestrained in the truck, shouting lyrics into the wind like the world was his audience. It had been… endearing. Nothing more than that.
Or so he thought.
Because this—
This wasn’t that.
Not if the crowd had anything to say about it.
Killua leaned forward slightly, eyes fixed on Gon beneath the stage lights, something unfamiliar curling in his chest.
Maybe… he’d been wrong.
“Hey, guys! Long time no see,” Gon shouted into the cheap, scratchy microphone, his voice rattling just a little from the distortion.
He leaned closer, eyes bright under the stage lights. “I’ve got someone very special to me here tonight—so let’s give a big round of applause for… Killua!”
The crowd erupted, a wave of cheers and whistles crashing over the hall. Killua’s cheeks warmed instantly, heat rising in a way he tried—and failed—to hide. The music, the lights, the roar of people—it all pressed in at once, overwhelming and exhilarating.
Gon grinned down at him, hand still raised toward the crowd, wild and unstoppable as ever. “That’s my boyfriend, everyone!” he added, loud enough for the whole room to hear.
Killua blinked, swallowed, and let the applause wash over him, feeling simultaneously mortified, exhilarated.
“Okay, okay!” Gon shouted into the mic, the cheap speaker crackling slightly under his enthusiasm. “I’ve got a few songs picked out for y’all—so… you ready?!”
The crowd roared back at him, stomping and cheering, the noise rolling through the hall like a wave. Gon’s grin stretched wide, eyes sparkling in the stage lights, and he leaned into the mic again, the energy almost tangible, radiating toward Killua in the front row.
Killua’s stomach fluttered—not from nerves exactly, but from the sheer force of it all: the lights, the music, Gon alive in his element, and the hall vibrating with excitement, waiting for him to start.
Gon grabbed an old, beat-up guitar from the stand—its oak sides scarred and worn, plastered with faded stickers and signatures that told stories of every hand that had touched it.
“4&20 Blues,” he muttered into the mic, almost to himself, before strumming the first notes.
The sound was rough at first, honest and raw, echoing through the hall and cutting through the chatter like a pulse. Each chord carried weight, vibrating through the wooden floor and into Killua’s chest. Gon’s fingers moved over the frets with a fluidity that made it look effortless, though every note seemed threaded with his own chaotic energy.
The crowd quieted, drawn in by the sudden intimacy amidst the chaos of the dance hall, while Killua leaned forward, captivated, feeling the music and Gon all at once.
“~Four and twenty blackbirds sitting on a fence…
Four and twenty years, and I’ve been trying to make some sense~”
Gon’s voice, still rough and raspy in places, found a surprising smoothness as it dug into the mic, carrying through the hall with a raw, honest weight. The notes weren’t perfect—they didn’t need to be—but there was a pull to them, a sincerity that made every word land heavier than the last.
Killua watched, leaning forward on the edge of his seat, eyes fixed on Gon. The guitar sang beneath his fingers, the crowd fading into a blur around the golden light, leaving only the voice, the music, and the strange, magnetic pull of Gon in his element.
Every chord, every rasp, every breath into the microphone seemed to stretch out time, folding Killua into the song without a single word from him.
Then his friends began to sing, their voices weaving into Gon’s, rough edges softening as they found their place in the melody. One by one, the rest of the hall joined in, a tide of sound rising around them.
The voices, at first loud and chaotic, began to settle, transforming from shouts into something tender, something melodic. Words flowed like water, falling gently from above, carried down into the room and lifting everyone who sang along.
It was as if the song itself had become alive, a current sweeping through the hall—wrapping the crowd, the dancers, Killua, and Gon in a single, breathing moment.
Killua felt it in his chest, in his bones. Each note seemed to descend from somewhere higher, then rise again, carrying with it a strange, quiet clarity. The hall was no longer just a room of people; it was a vessel, a living thing, and they were all part of it.
And in the center of it, Gon—untamed, wild, radiant—pulled him along, letting the music carry them both further than words ever could.
The music hung thick in the air, heavy as breath—each inhale carrying something deeper, something alive. It was as if even the worn wood beneath their boots, the battered tables, the very bones of the hall had been awakened by it.
Songs bled into cheers, echoes rolling through the space. Glasses clinked, laughter cracked sharp and bright, and the haze of cheap cigarette smoke curled lazily toward the rafters, catching in the low, golden light.
Then Gon stepped forward.
“This’ll be my last song for the night,” he said, voice softened just enough to draw the room in. “And you all know who this goes out to.”
He winked—just once—toward Killua.
The crowd erupted, shouting, whistling, begging him to stay longer, their voices rising like a storm that didn’t want to break. But Gon only smiled, shaking his head as he reached for his guitar.
A bluegrass tune spilled into the room—rich, warm, and sweet as honey, curling through the noise and settling into every corner.
“All Your’n by Tyler Childers,” Gon said, fingers brushing the strings. “What makes people so mad… is what makes me ungodly happy.”
Then he leaned into the guitar.
The first notes rang out—clear, bright, and full of something unshakable—cutting through the haze and finding their way straight to Killua.
And just like that, the whole room faded again.
The song surged through the hall, loud and unrelenting, every note thrown forward like it had a destination—like it knew where it was meant to land.
On Killua.
Every syllable, every rough edge of Gon’s voice, every drunken slip and breath between words—it all pointed to him. Not the crowd, not the room. Just him.
It wasn’t polished. It wasn’t perfect.
But it was honest.
Gon leaned into the mic, fingers pressing hard into the strings, voice rising with a kind of reckless certainty. The kind that didn’t question itself. The kind that didn’t leave room for doubt.
The message was clear, even without the words—
a love that didn’t hesitate,
didn’t waver,
didn’t ask permission to exist.
Something loud.
Overbearing.
All-consuming.
Something that wrapped around Killua like the music itself, sinking in deep, settling into his chest, his breath, his bones.
Like Gon was trying to say everything at once—
how much he loved him,
how much he’d changed him,
how there was no version of the world now where Killua wasn’t in it.
The crowd sang along, voices rising, but it all blurred into the background.
Because to Killua, it didn’t feel like a performance.
It felt like a confession—
set to music,
too big to be spoken,
so Gon sang it instead.
“~No, there ain't two ways around it
There ain't no tryin' 'bout it
I'm all your'n and you're all mine~”
The song faded, its last notes dissolving into the roar of the crowd.
Voices rose all at once—cheers, whistles, shouts calling for more, begging him to stay, like if they wished hard enough the music might keep going.
But Gon only laughed, breathless, shaking his head. He thanked them, voice warm and easy, then stepped back—letting the moment close instead of stretching it thin.
And then he jumped down.
Back into the crowd.
Back to him.
Gon moved through the sea of people, slipping between bodies and light, the echo of the music still clinging to him like it hadn’t quite let go yet.
Killua hadn’t taken his eyes off him. Not once.
Not since he stepped onto that stage.
Gon stopped in front of him, a little flushed, a little breathless, but grinning all the same.
“Good, huh?” he asked, like it was nothing. Like he hadn’t just poured everything he had into the room.
“Yeah… it was alright, I guess,” Killua said, rolling his eyes, trying—and failing—to look unimpressed. A smirk tugged at his lips, betraying him, the fresh memory of Gon serenading him still warm in his chest.
“Oh, wow,” Gon shot back, placing a hand over his heart in mock offense. “I serenade you, and that’s the thanks I get?”
He pouted dramatically, swaying his hips in an exaggerated, teasing way before breaking into a soft chuckle.
“Hey, Killua… you wanna get out of here?” Gon asked, leaning on the table, his gaze dropping into Killua’s like he was searching for something only he could find there.
“Depends,” Killua replied, narrowing his eyes slightly. “If it means we have to drive—no. If not… yes.”
There was a faint edge in his voice, a quiet scolding wrapped in concern at the very idea.
Gon laughed softly, shaking his head. “No, of course not. It’s just around back. Come on.”
Killua hesitated only a second before slipping his hand into Gon’s.
Gon didn’t wait—he pulled him gently to his feet and led him through the thinning crowd, weaving past tables and bodies, past the lingering music and laughter. The noise of the hall followed them, fading with every step as they pushed toward the exit.
The doors opened, and the night spilled in—cool, quiet, and endless compared to the chaos they left behind.
Gon kept hold of his hand, guiding him around the back of the building, like he had something to show him.
Something just for him.
He led him out past the back of the hall and into the pasture, where tall prairie grasses swayed softly under the glow of the moon. The noise of the music had faded completely now, replaced by the gentle hush of the night.
They started up a small hill, the ground uneven beneath their feet, dry grass crunching with each step. Crickets sang in the cool air, their rhythm steady and endless, filling the silence left behind by the crowd.
“What is this?” Killua asked, following just a step behind, his voice quieter now—like the night demanded it.
Gon only glanced back, a grin breaking through the dim light.
“You’ll see,” he said. “You’ll love it.”
And with that, he kept climbing, pulling Killua further into the silver-lit field, toward something waiting just beyond the rise.
As they neared the top of the hill, the world opened beneath them.
Killua’s eyes caught on it first—the old blanket spread across the grass, a bottle of wine glinting softly in the moonlight, pillows scattered like quiet invitations to stay.
“Here… come here,” Gon whispered, his voice barely louder than the wind.
He pulled Killua close, wrapping him in a warm, steady embrace.
“Gon… this is beautiful, but what is it?” Killua asked softly, burying his face into the crook of Gon’s neck, grounding himself in the warmth of him.
Gon hesitated, then gently pulled him back.
Before Killua could ask anything more, Gon took his hand—careful, almost reverent—and slid something onto his finger.
A ring.
It caught the moonlight, glinting faintly, but to Gon it shone brighter than anything else in the world.
“Gon, I—”
“Look, I know it’s not the best,” Gon rushed out, words stumbling over each other. “I’ll upgrade it someday, I promise. For now, it’s just… a promise ring. And when we’re ready, I’ll get you the most stunning one money can buy.”
His voice trembled, just slightly—fear slipping through the cracks of his usual confidence. Fear that it was too soon. Too much. Too overwhelming.
But Killua didn’t answer with words.
Instead, he stepped forward and pressed a kiss to Gon’s lips—soft at first, then certain.
Killua pulled back just enough to look into Gon’s eyes—those deep, warm browns that somehow held the most beautiful pieces of the world within them.
“It’s… beautiful, Gon,” he breathed, his voice soft, trembling just enough to carry all the weight he felt.
“I love it,” he added, the words spilling out naturally, unguarded, carrying more than just the promise of the ring—they carried everything he felt for Gon, all the trust, all the warmth, all the quiet awe of being seen so fully.
Gon’s chest rose and fell with a shuddering laugh, his hand squeezing Killua’s gently, as if holding onto both the ring and the moment itself.
The night stretched around them, wide and endless, filled with the whisper of grasses in the moonlight, the faint hum of distant crickets, and the steady, unshakable heartbeat of two people who had finally found this—each other.
