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1. I am not jealous and I am not needy (but maybe I am both) by marysuehastings

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   29 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
   • Alpha Ilya Rozanov
   • Mating Cycles/In Heat
   • Omega Shane Hollander
   • Alpha/Omega
   • Sexting
   • Phone Sex
   • Nesting
   • Masturbation
   • Omegaverse
   • No beta we die like our ability to adult after watching Heated Rivalry
   • Anal Fingering
   • slick
   • Hockey banter
   • Hayden is not even in this but Ilya still finds a way to talk shit
   • Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot
   • I mean
   • the plot is the plot of heated rivalry
   • PWP
   • Texting
   • Dom/sub Undertones
   • but like
   • really undertone
   • Blowjobs
   • blowjob
   • Anal Sex
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Mutual Pining
   • who has a fancy sofa in a bathroom
   • well this author
   • im not gonna have shane hollander leaning on a toilet
   • consent is hot
   • Oral Sex
   • Mating Cycles/In Rut
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • But not much because I'm soft
   • Purring
   • Jealousy
   • Knotting
   • Bottom Shane Hollander
   • Top Ilya Rozanov

   Summary

   “Hollander,” he whispered, brushing his black locks with the back of his fingers. Instead of answering, the other man leaned into them. “Hollander, you’re drunk on floor of the bathroom of club” The omega huffed, eyes closed, still leaning on his thigh.
   “It’s nice.” Ilya chuckled.
   “Floor of bathroom is nice?” he asked with disbelief. He also allowed himself to dig his fingers into the omega’s hair, lightly rubbing his scalp.
   “No.” The canadian whispered sleepily. “You’re nice.” After a beat, he added: “Your smell is nice.”

   Shane and Ilya fall into bed throughout the years, telling themselves it's just harmless fun. Their bodies, however, start craving the other's scent, body and presence like a parched man in the middle of the desert. Neither wants to admit it but their needs have gradually developed from the purely sexual to the impossibly emotional.

   Shane and Ilya enconters throughout the years, weaving into the timeline of Heated Rivalry.

   Language:

   English

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