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Fog had settled all over the grounds of Hogwarts this morning, accompanied by a bitter sort of cold that seemed to sting any patch of skin not hidden beneath a layer of clothing. Harry’s nose was already aching from it, no doubt on its way to turning red and sore, and even his eyes were prickling faintly with the sharpness of the air.
Despite that, he felt a familiar warmth as he made his way across the grounds. Some of it, admittedly, could be attributed to the absurd number of layers he had wrapped himself in before leaving his quarters. He had long ago learnt how best to prepare for mornings like these. But that was not all of it. There was comfort in the ritual too, in setting out at this hour with cold nipping at his face and purpose waiting for him at the end of the path.
His younger self would have found very little to appreciate in any of this, of course. At that age, Harry had possessed more than enough reasons to dislike both Potions and, by association, Herbology. Yet somehow, over the years, tending to his own patch of potion ingredients had become one of the more enjoyable parts of his life.
It had not begun with the intention of becoming such a lasting habit.
At first, it had simply been about Hagrid.
The thought of the hut being abandoned had bothered Harry far more than he cared to admit. Worse still had been the possibility of it one day being torn down altogether, as though the place had held no importance beyond its usefulness. He had tried, in the beginning, to find out whether the new groundskeeper might wish to live there. It would not have quieted everything unsettled inside him, but at least it would have meant the hut was still being lived in, still serving some purpose.
Unfortunately, when Hogwarts had at last managed to retain a new groundskeeper for more than a year or two, they had not been at all keen on the idea. Harry could not even fault them for it. The hut sat far too close to the edge of the Forbidden Forest for most people’s comfort, and its lack of proper heating, space, and general practicality did little to recommend it either.
For a brief and rather impractical stretch of time, Harry had even considered taking up residence there himself. Minerva had put an end to that almost at once.
He had known better than to think he might win that argument.
Still, the place could not simply be left to become a storage shed for broken brooms or, worse, stacks of soiled cauldrons. This had been Hagrid’s home. Harry had too many memories tied to the crooked little hut, too many evenings spent there by the fire, too many cups of tea in hands far too large for the delicate china. It needed to remain something more than just a building no one wanted.
The problem had sat on Harry’s mind for weeks, distracting him so thoroughly that even his lesson plans began to suffer for it. In the end, the solution had come to him through Neville, as so many good things seemed to.
Neville had stopped by Harry’s classroom one evening to find him grading papers in a mood black enough to curdle milk. After tea and some gentle prompting, Harry had finally admitted how much the whole thing was bothering him. Neville, as ever, had listened with quiet patience, never once making Harry feel foolish for caring as much as he did.
A few days later, Neville had returned with a suggestion.
There were, he pointed out, plenty of potion ingredients Hogwarts either did not grow at all or only kept in small, carefully managed quantities. Some were too dangerous for students to handle regularly. Others simply fell outside the curriculum. Given the hut’s location, and the nearby stretch of land between it and the forest, Harry could cultivate a wider range of plants there than almost anywhere else on the grounds. It would benefit Herbology, Potions, and even the hospital wing, saving the school both time and money.
It was, Harry had to admit, perfect.
A practical use for the hut, one that honoured Hagrid far better than neglect ever could. Dangerous, useful, occasionally temperamental things growing in abundance at the very edge of the Forbidden Forest felt, in its own way, exactly right.
Neville had helped enormously in the first few months, no doubt out of a desire to stop Harry from killing half the crop, losing interest entirely, or getting himself fatally mauled by something rooted in a flowerbed. A potentially ridiculous end for the Boy Who Lived: defeated at last by his own incompetence in gardening.
Thankfully, it had not come to that.
Within a matter of months, the place had begun to take shape. Over time, Harry found himself growing steadily more capable, then genuinely competent, at keeping even the more difficult plants alive and healthy.
Now the once-empty area around the hut had become home to a strange and thriving collection of greenery: some practical, some dangerous, and a few chosen simply because Harry liked them. There were daisies for Shrinking Solution, neat and unassuming in their usefulness, as well as fanged geraniums that had a nasty tendency to lunge for his hands if he grew too complacent. The Mimbulus mimbletonia remained one of the ugliest things he had ever willingly cared for, but he had become fond of it all the same.
It was satisfying work.
More than that, it had given him a kind of perspective he had never expected. Harry had spent years baffled by Hagrid’s affection for creatures that most sensible people would run from. In fairness, Harry himself had run from several of them, and he still shuddered at the memory of Aragog. But there was something in this work, in tending things that could bite, spit, poison, or strangle if mishandled, that made Hagrid’s love for dangerous creatures a little easier to understand.
Some of these plants were deeply useful. Some were absurdly difficult. Most were both. And all of them demanded patience, attention, and a willingness to look beyond first impressions.
One of his students had once joked that Harry kept the garden only as an excuse to practise his Defence Against the Dark Arts skills. Harry had laughed, though he could not entirely deny that some of the more aggressive specimens had made for excellent reflex training over the years.
Still, that was not why he came out here.
He came because the work steadied him. Because there was always something that needed pruning, feeding, re-potting, or coaxing into surviving another season. Because keeping his hands occupied often kept darker thoughts at bay as well. The war was years behind him now, and yet there were mornings when grief and anger still lingered close beneath the surface, waiting for quiet to make itself known.
Out here, among roots and leaves and things that demanded care, that quiet became easier to bear.
And perhaps, in some small way, it let him feel close to Hagrid still.