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1. i'd like to keep cutting, but i cant stand to watch myself bleed. by dalokey

   Fandoms: Bandom, Panic! at the Disco  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   25 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Brendon Urie/Dallon Weekes
   • Brendon Urie
   • Dallon Weekes
   • Ryan Ross (mentioned)
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Blood
   • Self-Harm
   • Cutting
   • Phone Sex
   • Anxiety
   • Abuse
   • Abusive Relationships
   • Rape/Non-con Elements
   • Rape
   • cum on self harm scars
   • Fantasizing
   • Angst
   • Angst with No Happy Ending
   • Masturbation
   • Crying
   • feelings of hopelessness
   • Making Out
   • Face Slapping
   • Cock & Ball Torture
   • Anal Sex

   Summary

   Dallon cuts himself while having phone sex with his boyfriend, Brendon. Angst and abuse ensues when Brendon finds out.

   or

   angsty angsty abuse and noncon featuring every symptom of depression and anxiety

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   4,913

   Chapters:

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   Comments:

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