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1. Managed by archette

   Fandoms: SAS: Rogue Heroes (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   28 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Johnny Cooper/Paddy Mayne
   • Paddy Mayne/Eoin McGonigal
   • Johnny Cooper & Paddy Mayne
   • Paddy Mayne
   • Johnny Cooper
   • Bill Fraser (SAS: Rogue Heroes)
   • Eoin McGonigal (though absent)
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Truth Serum
   • Unhinged Psychiatric Intervention
   • World War II
   • Italy campaign
   • Sodium Amytal
   • Body Worship
   • Drug Use
   • The smut is Paddy/Johnny but the love is Paddy/Eoin

   Summary

   Cooper pointed towards the south eastern corner of the ruined chapel. “Mary Magdalene, as I’d mentioned. Come and see.”

   There were flowers before the small shrine, several bunches, all wilted; four burnt down candles, a faded image of a young woman, hair loose, an alabaster ointment jar tipped in her hands, kneeling before nothing. An absence.

   “She came to anoint him,” Cooper said, slowly, “and he wasn’t there.” His eyes hadn’t moved from the image. “Ointment. Oil. Same gesture, really.”

   And then, still looking at the shrine, still perfectly conversational:

   “He never did get to fuck you, did he.“​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​

   ---

   Italy, August 1943. Cooper loses his filter, Paddy confronts his grief.

   Series

   • Part 2 of Feral

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   English

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