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1. I love you and I hate you and I’m losing my mind~ by ErisTheMachine, renaissance_sunfish

   Fandoms: Generation Override  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/F, F/M, M/M
   • Work in Progress

   10 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Freya/Edie
   • Noah/Leon
   • Freya/Noah
   • Freya
   • Noah
   • Edie
   • Leon
   • Everett
   • Soraya
   • Vincent
   • Willow
   • Freya and Noah can’t cope
   • Edie’s dead in this universe lol
   • Let’s get married because I can’t deal with the pain
   • Abusive Relationships
   • Controlling Relationships
   • alcoholism/drug abuse
   • potential self-harm
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • tension but specifically whilst they’re dancing
   • Tension in general
   • EVERYONES LOVERS ARE DEAD
   • Freya is a bit of a bitch but she has her reasons
   • they don't wanna have sex but they also do
   • Lavender Marriages
   • Authors have no regrets
   • but maybe they do
   • (ERIS here) I have NOT ONE REGRET
   • noah is gonna cry at some point
   • freya is gonna cry at some point
   • everett is gonna cry at some point
   • ERIS and REN are gonna cry at some point please cry with us
   • attachment issues maybe
   • haha how ironic
   • Self-Insert into Noah
   • Occasional self-insert into Freya and Everett
   • Sex
   • hallucinating your spouse bleeding out during sex
   • switch freya
   • alcohol increasing testosterone and sexual drive in characters
   • basically drunk horny freya
   • Noah but abusing drugs
   • wow so many tags
   • freya is drunk and can't legally give consent
   • she fucks noah anyway
   • freya is kinda a masochist
   • But not exactly
   • she doesn't enjoy it at all but she wants it
   • self-destructive behaviour
   • the pain is worth it if it means they stay
   • Crying During Sex
   • Manipulation

   Summary

   Noah and Freya are both done with life. So they drag each other into something none of them want, because COPING MECHANISMS SUCK.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Freya/Noah AU

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   8,969

   Chapters:

   3/?

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