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1. someone like me doesn’t deserve someone like you by camisad0ll

   Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   06 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie
   • Ryan Ross
   • Brendon Urie
   • Alternate Universe - Soulmates
   • Self-Harm
   • Self-Destruction
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
   • Cutting
   • Burning
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Slow Burn
   • Eventual Fluff
   • Sad Ryan Ross
   • Religious Guilt
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • soulmarks type thing idk

   Summary

   in a world where soulmarks bind destined pairs with inked names on skin, ryan’s mark reads ”brendon urie”, but in his deeply religious and abusive household, it’s nothing short of a curse. when brendon urie, the bright and hopeful frontman of a rising local band, discovers his own matching mark and meets ryan, he refuses to let go. through patience, unwavering love, and quiet defiance, brendon fights to prove that their soulmarks weren’t wrong, and that ryan deserves the kind of love that stays, scars and all.

   Language:

   English

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   2,438

   Chapters:

   2/?

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