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1. wearing a crown of decaying roses to mask the scent of us rotting by arcviolets

   Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   04 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Hwang Hyunjin & Lee Felix
   • Han Jisung | Han/Lee Minho | Lee Know
   • Bang Chan (Stray Kids)
   • Lee Felix (Stray Kids)
   • Hwang Hyunjin
   • Seo Changbin
   • Lee Minho | Lee Know
   • Kim Seungmin (Stray Kids)
   • Yang Jeongin | I.N
   • Han Jisung | Han
   • Lee Felix's Parents (Stray Kids)
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Rape
   • Rape/Non-con Elements
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Forced Ejaculation
   • Knifeplay
   • Bloodplay
   • Blood As Lube
   • Rough Sex
   • Lee Felix Whump (Stray Kids)
   • Bottom Lee Felix (Stray Kids)
   • Drug Addiction
   • Drug Withdrawal
   • Underage Drug Use
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Drinking to Cope
   • Manipulative Relationship
   • Physical Abuse
   • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Hyunjin Is The Worst Person Ever
   • The Author Regrets Nothing
   • Virgin Lee Felix (Stray Kids)
   • Virgin Han Jisung | Han
   • Loss of Virginity

   Summary

   “You’re my beautiful boy,” Hyunjin murmured, voice wrecked. “And that’s exactly why I have to stop.”

   Felix’s knees nearly buckled. “Hyunjin—”

   “If I go deeper,” Hyunjin said, pulling back fully now, “I won’t stop spiraling. And I’ll take you with me.”

   ~

   Felix was always going to relapse.
   Hyunjin just made sure it was into him.

   And so Felix learns very quickly that some addictions don’t come in bottles. Some have hands gentle enough to make the damage feel deserved.

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   English

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