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1. like we were never gonna let go. by dakotadnp

   Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)  

   • Not Rated
   • Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   08 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • Dan Howell & Phil Lester
   • Dan Howell
   • Phil Lester
   • Phil Lester's Family
   • Phil Lester's Parents
   • Angst
   • Ghost Dan Howell
   • Cute Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • Dan Howell and Phil Lester Are Soulmates
   • Dan Howell/Phil Lester Comfort
   • Dan Howell Loves Phil Lester
   • Gay Dan Howell
   • Gay Phil Lester
   • YouTuber Dan Howell
   • YouTuber Phil Lester
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Phil hallucinates dans ghost
   • widow phil
   • Grief/Mourning
   • mourning phil
   • DanAndPhilGAMES
   • Fluffy
   • Soft
   • dil howlter mention
   • Panic Attack Mention
   • Suicide
   • Overdose

   Summary

   Dan Howell overdosed and died three weeks ago to the day. If that is true, how is he here talking to Phil?

   or

   Phil hallucinates the ghost of Dan.

   Language:

   English

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