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The ecosystem at Westerburg High wasn't a school; it was a fishbowl full of piranhas where the color of your clothes determined whether you were the predator or the lunch. The air in the main hallway was always stale, an amalgam of cheap hairspray, industrial floor wax, and that sour smell that emanates from three hundred teenagers pretending they weren't afraid of the future.
For Heather Chandler, that smell was the incense in her own temple.
She walked with her chin held high, her red plaid skirt—a red so vibrant it seemed to radiate its own energy—slicing through the air with military precision. Beside her, the entourage moved as an extension of her own body, though she knew they were little more than human accessories. To her right, Heather McNamara smiled with that empty cheerleader's smile that hadn't had an original thought since 1982. To her left, Heather Duke clutched a copy of Moby Dick to her chest, her eyes fixed on the ground but her ears perked up for any sign of weakness from her leader.
And one step behind, enveloped in a blue that denoted melancholy and a dangerous intelligence, was Veronica Sawyer.
—Look at them, Veronica, — Chandler hissed, pausing in front of the lockers in the “dead zone,” where the outcasts tried to make themselves invisible. — They’re like cattle waiting to be slaughtered. They stare at their watches, waiting for the bell to save them, oblivious to the fact that outside these walls the world is exactly the same, only with less acne.—
Her eyes, blue and cold as the ice in an expensive cocktail, rested on a figure she knew all too well. Betty Finn.
Betty was there, wrestling with her locker lock. She was wearing a wool sweater knitted by someone who clearly valued comfort over style, and her thick-framed glasses were sliding down the bridge of her nose from the sweat of her exertion. She was the antithesis of everything Heather Chandler stood for. She was... real.
—God, what a human tragedy, — Heather Duke blurted out, desperately seeking Chandler's validation. — Is that a T-shirt or a cry for help, Finn? We should call the fashion authorities; this is a hate crime against my retinas.—
Veronica didn't laugh. Her fingers tightened on the diary she held in her hand. She remembered the afternoons in Betty's garden, the board games, and the genuine laughter that didn't require anyone to be humiliated. Seeing Betty now, so small and vulnerable before the Heathers' machine, made her nauseous, a feeling that the blue of her clothes couldn't quite conceal.
—Go to class, — Chandler ordered suddenly. His voice was a curt command, leaving no room for argument. — I need to... touch up my lip gloss. This hallway reeks of mediocrity, and it's ruining my complexion.—
— ¿We'll see you at the cafeteria, Heather? — McNamara asked in her birdlike voice.
—He said it's getting longer. Am I speaking some kind of poor person's dialect they can't understand?
Duke grimaced, a shadow crossing her face before she turned away, pulling McNamara with her. Veronica lingered for another second, her eyes silently pleading with Betty: leave before she says a word. But Chandler gave Veronica a warning look, and she finally walked past, following the rest of the group.
When the hallway emptied, the silence grew thick. Heather Chandler approached Betty with the grace of a cat in no hurry to strike. Betty, desperate to open her locker, pushed too hard. Her bag flew open, her books tumbled out with a metallic clang, and her glasses flew off, hitting the floor with a sharp click that echoed down the hall.
—Shit... —Betty whispered, quickly kneeling down, her fingers clumsily feeling the ground.
—That's pretty vulgar language for such a... homebody, Finn. Didn't they teach you in debate club that ladies don't swear?
Betty froze. She looked up, but without her glasses, the world was a blur of colors. In front of her, Heather Chandler's red silhouette looked like a wildfire about to engulf her.
Heather bent down. It wasn't a sudden movement, but a slow, almost deliberate one. She picked up the glasses from the floor. They were heavy, made of cheap plastic, and had a small speck of dust on the left lens. She held them between her long fingers, admiring the unpretentiousness of the object.
—They're dirty. Like everything else in this place, — Heather said. She took a silk handkerchief from her pocket and began to clean the windows with a delicacy she reserved for nothing and no one. — Why aren't you saying anything, Finn? Duke just trampled on your dignity a minute ago. He was right there, mocking your existence. Why are you letting him get away with it? —
Betty stood up, facing the Red Queen without the armor of her clear vision. They were close, close enough for Heather to notice that Betty smelled of oatmeal soap and old books.
—Because she’s right about the sweater, Heather, — Betty replied with a calmness that disarmed Chandler. — It’s ugly. But it’s warm. And my grandmother knitted it. I’d rather wear something ugly made with love than something expensive bought out of fear of others.—
Heather felt a pang of something she couldn't identify. It wasn't anger. It was a corrosive envy, a need to shatter that calm. She took another step closer, invading Betty's personal space.
—Trigonometry, — Heather murmured, looking at the book lying on the floor. — Such a... predictable subject. Just like you.—
With a slowness that bordered on intimacy, Heather reached out and placed Betty's glasses on her fingertips. Her fingers brushed against Betty's temples, sliding behind her ears. Betty's skin was warm, a human warmth that clashed with the perpetual coldness of Heather's hands. The contact lingered for a second too long. The world seemed to stop between the red of one's jacket and the blue of the other's sweater.
—Go to that class, — Chandler says, pulling back his iron mask and taking a step back. — You're boring me, Finn. And boredom is the greatest sin of this century.—
Betty climbed upstairs, her gaze fixed on Heather with a new, almost dangerous curiosity. She gathered her things and walked away. Heather stood there, clutching the silk handkerchief in her hand until her knuckles turned white.
Evening fell over Ohio, staining the sky a purple hue reminiscent of a bruise. At the Chandler mansion, the preparation ritual had begun.
Heather Chandler sat at her vanity, surrounded by glass jars and makeup brushes that looked like torture devices. Veronica sat on the bed, reading a magazine, but watching Heather's every move.
—You're going to wear the pearl necklace, Veronica, — Heather said without turning around. — The one I gave you last month. I want everyone to know tonight that you belong to me. Especially Duke.—
Veronica looked up.
—¿Yours? Since when am I an accessory, Heather?
Heather turned slowly, holding a powder brush.
—From the moment you accept my protection. Don't fool yourself, my dear. Without me, you'd be another Betty Finn, eating alone in the library and dreaming of a life you'd never have the courage to live.
Betty Finn's name floated in the air like a grenade with the pin pulled. Veronica noticed Heather's body tense as she spoke it.
—Betty is happy, — Veronica said defiantly. — Something none of us know how to be.—
Heather let out a dry, humorless laugh.
—Happiness is for little people, Veronica. People like us only have power. And power is much more addictive than happiness.
She stood up, her red silk gown slipping off her shoulders. She walked toward the French doors that overlooked the perfectly manicured gardens.
—Tonight in Remington, we're going to put on a show. We're going to remind you why red is the most important color in the spectrum.
But as she said that, Heather wasn't thinking about power, or Duke, or Veronica's pearls. She was thinking about the school hallway, the smell of oatmeal soap, and how Betty Finn didn't look away when the rest of the world did.
The echo of Betty Finn's footsteps faded, leaving Heather Chandler alone in the north hallway. The silence of the school after the bell was different; it was an eerie silence, as if the brick walls sighed with relief at being freed from the burden of a thousand mediocre teenagers.
Heather glanced down at her hand. The silk scarf, embroidered with her initials in an almost imperceptible gold thread, was crumpled. She shoved it into her jacket pocket with an uncharacteristic abruptness. She felt... contaminated. Not by the dirt on Betty's glasses, but by the strange warmth that still lingered at her fingertips. It was a physical sensation, a tingling that traveled up her arm and settled at the base of her skull.
—Pathetic, — she said to herself, though she wasn't sure if she meant Betty or her own reaction.
She walked toward the exit, but her feet led her, almost instinctively, to the girls' restroom on the second floor. The "Sanctuary," as she called it. Upon entering, she was greeted by the scent of Aqua Net hairspray and menthol cigarettes.
Standing in front of the mirror, Heather observed herself. Her reflection was perfect: not a single hair out of place in her platinum blonde mane, her matte red lipstick applied with surgical precision. But behind that mask, her eyes were searching for something. They were searching for the weakness that Betty Finn thought she had seen.
—¿What are you looking at, Heather? — Heather McNamara's voice broke the silence from one of the cubicles.
McNamara came out, adjusting her yellow skirt. Her face always projected a kind of cheerful anxiety, the desperation of someone who knows that her position depends entirely on the benevolence of another person.
—I was looking to the future, heather, — Chandler replied without taking his eyes off the mirror. — And it turns out the future needs a purge. There are too many weeds growing in this garden.—
—¿You mean the girl, Finn? — McNamara asked, moving closer to wash her hands. — Duke says you were talking to her. She was... worried.—
—Duke should be more worried about how often she vomits, — Chandler spat. — And you should be worried about not being so transparent. Betty Finn is nothing. She’s a statistical error. An anomaly that I’m going to correct.—
McNamara moved frantically, but Chandler noticed a glint of doubt in her eyes. Power was a tightrope, and Heather felt the wind begin to blow with unusual force.
A few kilometers away, oblivious to the palace intrigues, Betty Finn pedaled home. Her bicycle made a rhythmic clacking sound that usually calmed her, but today her mind was elsewhere.
She could still feel the pressure of Heather Chandler's fingers on her temples. It had been such an... intimate gesture. So out of character for someone who prided herself on her cruelty. Betty had known Heather since they were little girls, before "Chandler Red" became a religion. She remembered Heather playing in the mud and sharing her jam sandwiches without asking for anything in return.
¿Where had that girl gone? Or was she still there, trapped under layers of lacquer and sarcasm?
Upon arriving home, she was greeted by the smell of freshly baked cookies and the familiar scent of home. Her mother called out to her from the kitchen, but Betty went straight upstairs to her room. She looked at herself in the mirror, the same mirror where she had so often felt "enough" until the Westerburg hierarchy told her otherwise.
She took off her glasses. The ones she'd been observing. They were still immaculate thanks to Heather's silk scarf.
—It's just a game to her, — Betty said aloud. — I clean my glasses to remind myself that I'm beneath her. To prove that even my vision depends on her will.—
But deep down, Betty knew it wasn't just that. She'd seen the spark of uncertainty in Heather's eyes. A crack in the armor. And Betty Finn, nerdy as she was, had always been excellent at finding weak points in the most solid structures.
Evening fell over Ohio, staining the sky a purple hue reminiscent of a bruise. At the Chandler mansion, the preparation ritual had begun.
Heather Chandler sat at her vanity, surrounded by glass jars and makeup brushes that looked like torture devices. Veronica sat on the bed, reading a magazine, but watching Heather's every move.
—You're going to wear the pearl necklace, Veronica,— Heather said without turning around. — The one I gave you last month. I want everyone to know tonight that you belong to me. Especially Duke.—
Veronica looked up.
—¿Yours? Since when am I an accessory, Heather?
Heather turned slowly, holding a powder brush.
—From the moment you accept my protection. Don't fool yourself, my dear. Without me, you'd be another Betty Finn, eating alone in the library and dreaming of a life you'd never have the courage to live.
Betty Finn's name floated in the air like a grenade with the pin pulled. Veronica noticed Heather's body tense as she spoke it.
—Betty is happy, — Veronica said defiantly. — Something none of us know how to be.—
Heather let out a dry, humorless laugh.
—Happiness is for little people, Veronica. People like us only have power. And power is much more addictive than happiness.
She stood up, and her red silk gown slipped off her shoulders. She walked towards the French doors that opened onto the impeccably manicured gardens.
—Tonight in Remington, we're going to put on a show. We're going to remind you why red is the most important color in the spectrum.
But as she said that, Heather wasn't thinking about power, or Duke, or Veronica's pearls. She was thinking about the school hallway, the smell of oatmeal soap, and how Betty Finn didn't look away when the rest of the world did.
Remington's night was about to begin, and none of them knew that the established order was about to burn under the weight of desires they dared not name.
The Remington mansion was a monument to 1980s excess: imitation Ionic columns, a swimming pool that smelled excessively of chlorine, and a horde of teenagers drinking adulterated punch while Tears for Fears blasted from the hi-fi speakers.
Heather Chandler entered like a war goddess. She wore a red dress with hemlines so sharp they could cut glass, and her pearl necklace glittered under the strobe lights. Beside her, the entourage held formation, but the atmosphere felt different. Heather Duke kept stealing glances at Veronica, and Veronica seemed to be on another planet, staring blankly into the bottom of her plastic cup.
—God, this place is full of people who shouldn't be allowed to reproduce, — Chandler hissed, sweeping the room with a look of disdain. — Where's the fun, Veronica? I feel like I'm at a middle-class funeral.—
—Maybe you don't have anyone to humiliate today, Heather, — Veronica replied with a spark of sarcasm that earned her a withering glare.
Chandler ignored the comment. His eyes scanned the room, taking in the sweaty faces. He was looking for a mop of unsprayed brown hair, a pair of thick-framed glasses, a wool sweater that offended his sense of style. She was looking for Betty Finn.
But Betty wasn't there. Of course she wasn't. Betty Finn was the kind of girl who stayed home on a Friday night watching Jeopardy! with her parents or reading Emily Dickinson under the covers. She was a "good" girl. A "boring" girl. A girl who didn't fit in with the chaos of Remington.
—¿Are you looking for someone, Heather? — Duke asked, his voice dripping with sugary venom. — Or is red no longer enough to get your attention?.—
—I'm looking for a drink that doesn't taste like horse urine, Duke. Shut your mouth before I shut yours, — Chandler retorted.
At that moment, a boy from the soccer team approached with a smile of blind confidence. He was wearing a varsity jacket that was too small for him.
—Hey Heather. You look... amazing. Want to go up to the terrace? I've got a flask of something that isn't punch.
Heather looked him up and down. He was the prototype of the guy she was supposed to be with. The kind of guy who validated her status as the queen of the hive. She was Heather Chandler. She was straight. She liked guys with broad shoulders and small brains. It was the law of nature.
—Sure, Ram, — she said, using a generic name because she hadn't even bothered to learn her own. — Surprise me.—
They walked toward the terrace, leaving the deafening noise behind. The Ohio night air was cold, but Heather felt an inner fire she couldn't extinguish. Ram started talking about a football play, how he was going to get a scholarship, how much he liked the gloss on her lips.
Heather moves mechanically forward. I'm straight, she repeats to herself as the boy approaches, invading her space. I like men. I like the power I get from them. Betty Finn is... is an anomaly. She's a glitch in the system. A stain on my silk scarf.
—¿"Are you listening to me, Heather?" Ram asked, putting a hand on her waist.
His hand was heavy. It was rough. It didn't feel like the warm, soft skin of Betty's temples. It didn't have that oatmeal soap scent that had clung to her all afternoon. Suddenly, Ram's touch was unbearable. It was invasive, mundane, lacking the electric spark she'd felt in the school hallway.
—Take your hand away from there, — Heather said, her voice an icy whisper. — Now.—
—¿What? Come on, Heather, don't be like that...
—I told you to take it off. You're wrinkling my dress, and your conversation is about as stimulating as a documentary about mold growth. Leave before I tell everyone you cry when you lose a game.
Ram stepped back, confused and humiliated, disappearing back into the party. Heather was left alone, leaning against the stone railing, staring into the darkness of the Remington gardens.
¿What happened to me? she thought, gritting her teeth. She's nothing. He's a nerd. He's pathetic. I'm not... one of "those weirdos." I'm the queen. Queens don't go for peasant girls.
But the image of Betty cleaning her glasses, looking at her with that brutal honesty, wouldn't go away. It was an obsession, she told herself. An obsession with control. She wanted to dominate Betty because she was the only person in Westerburg who didn't seem afraid of her (or so it seemed). Yes, that must be it. Domination. No attraction. No desire to feel that warmth at her fingertips again.
Heather went back inside the house a few minutes later. Her face was a mask of utter indifference, but her eyes searched for Veronica. She needed to regain her composure. She needed someone to remind her who she was.
—Veronica, we're leaving, — Chandler ordered, grabbing his friend's arm with unnecessary force. — This place has become unbearable.—
—¿Already? But the party just started — said McNamara, appearing out of nowhere with Kurt glued to her.
—It ends when I say it does, — Chandler declared. — And I say tonight it's dead.—
As she walked toward the exit, Chandler passed a full-length mirror in the lobby. She paused for a second. She saw herself: red-faced, powerful, perfect. But for an instant, her reflection seemed to flicker, and for a mad second, she imagined Betty Finn standing behind her, without her glasses, with that look that stripped away all her layers of protection.
She shook her head and stepped out into the Ohio night. I'm Heather Chandler, she repeated to herself like a mantra as she climbed into her car. And tomorrow, Betty Finn will be a nobody again. And I'll be the most desirable girl in the state again.
—Are you getting in or what, bitches? — she said to the other Heathers and Veronica, signaling them to get in the car.
But as she drove through the streets to the two Heathers' house and then to Veronica's, the silence only served to amplify the frantic beating of her heart and the increasingly terrifying suspicion that the red of her life was beginning to turn a color she didn't know how to define.
The Chandler mansion in Sherwood, Ohio, stood against the night sky like a monument to corporate success and emotional failure. It was a brick building with white columns that screamed "old money," though everyone knew the Chandlers were loud, new money.
When Heather parked her car, the engine let out a final metallic whine that seemed to echo in the sepulchral silence of the housing development. The automatic streetlights along the driveway flickered on as she drove past, bathing her red figure in a cold, artificial glow.
He slammed the car door shut. The sound was like a gunshot, but it didn't wake anyone.
She entered the house, disarming the alarm with mechanical fingers. Her parents, as usual, weren't there. They were probably at a charity gala in Cleveland or sleeping in separate hotels after an argument about stocks and bonds. The house smelled of beeswax, fresh flowers that no one bothered to smell, and that icy emptiness that only overly large houses possess. The air conditioning was set to a frigid temperature, making the silk of her dress cling to her skin like a second layer of frost.
She climbed the oak stairs. Each click of her heels was a declaration of war against the silence. I'm Heather Chandler, she told herself with every step. I'm the most important girl in this zip code.
Upon reaching her room—a sanctuary of carpeting so deep white it resembled snow, mirrors with gilded frames, and a four-poster bed that looked like an altar—she locked the door. The click of the lock was the first relief of the night.
She slumped down on the velvet bench in front of her dressing table.
—God, what a pathetic night, — she whispered to her reflection.
Her hands, usually firm and capable of signing social death warrants without a tremor, trembled slightly as she unfastened the pearl necklace. She let it fall onto the wood with a thud, like the baby teeth of a fallen queen. Then her eyes dropped to the silk handkerchief she had left on the dresser when she got home from school. It was there, crumpled, still bearing the almost invisible trace of dust from Betty Finn's glasses.
Heather held it between her fingers. It was a three-hundred-dollar silk, but it felt heavy, charged with an electricity she couldn't explain. She brought it to her face, closing her eyes. She expected to smell her own perfume, that scent of Chanel and ambition, but what she detected was the ghost of something simpler: oatmeal soap, fresh air, and that smell of old library paper.
A shiver that had nothing to do with the air conditioning ran down his spine, raising the hair on his arms.
¿What's happening to me? she wondered, her eyes snapping open. Her gaze in the mirror was wild, unfocused. I'm not one of those girls. I'm not a deviant. I'm the gold standard. I'm what men want and what women envy. I'm every quarterback's fantasy within a hundred-mile radius.
She stood abruptly and began to undress with a quiet fury. She threw the red dress to the floor, a bloodstain on the white carpet, like dead skin she needed to shed. She was left in black lace underwear, suddenly feeling small and exposed under the halogen lights.
She walked to the bathroom and turned on the hot water until the steam began to fog the mirrors, blurring her reflection. She needed to wash. She needed to get rid of the feeling of that idiot's hand on her waist, but most of all, she needed to erase the memory of Betty Finn.
She stepped under the stream of water, letting the heat redden her skin. She scrubbed her arms with a sponge until it hurt.
—I'm straight, — she repeated, almost like a prayer, as the water lashed her face. — I'm heterosexual. I like boys. I like men's strength. Betty Finn is... she's an anomaly. She's a bug in the code. A stain on my silk handkerchief. She's pathetic. She's boring.—
But as she closed her eyes underwater, the darkness didn't reflect back the image of her own greatness. It reflected back the sensation of her fingers brushing against Betty's skin. She remembered how the hair on Betty's arms prickled at her touch, a physiological response Heather hadn't been able to elicit from Kurt or Ram in a thousand years. She remembered how, for a split second, Betty didn't seem like a nerd, but the only person in the world who wasn't putting on an act in front of her.
—Damn it, — he growled, slamming his fist against the tiled wall. The pain was a necessary anchor.
She stepped out of the shower, wrapping herself in a black silk robe. The main mirror was completely fogged up. Heather walked over and, with a trembling finger, wiped a small circle on the glass.
She looked at herself closely. Her eyes were bloodshot, her lips swollen with heat. She looked like a girl in the throes of a nervous breakdown, or worse, a girl awakening to a forbidden desire. The thought made her physically nauseous. In 1989, in a suburb of Ohio, being "one of them" wasn't a choice; it was social suicide. And Heather Chandler wasn't committing suicide; she was the one holding the gun.
—You're not in love, Heather. You're obsessed with a challenge, she told herself, trying to regain the commanding cadence of her voice. Betty Finn is a puzzle she hasn't finished putting together. That's all. Once you break her, the curiosity will be gone. You'll destroy her on Monday. Tomorrow you'll be back to yourself.
She lay down on her bed with thousand-thread-count sheets, but sleep felt like a foreign land. She stared at the shadows of the trees on the high ceiling, shadows that looked like long fingers trying to reach her. In her mind, the Westerburg chessboard was moving on its own. She had to get Veronica back, she had to clip Duke's wings before he flew too high, and she had to... she had to see Betty again.
Just to be sure. Just to confirm that his heart didn't beat faster when she was near. Just to prove to himself that he could look her in the eyes and feel nothing but contempt.
As she closed her eyes, the last image that crossed her mind was not the red of her crown, but the dull blue of Betty's sweater, and the terrifying suspicion that, for the first time in her life, Heather Chandler was not the player, but the piece that someone else was about to move.