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1. Breath Of Life {Ilya Rozanov} by Jason_Todds_Thigh_Holster

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   23 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov & Irina Rozanova
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Hayden Pike
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Irina Rozanova
   • Grigori Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Protective Shane Hollander
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Suicidal Ilya Rozanov
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Good Friend Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Miscommunication
   • ghosting
   • Mental Anguish
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Irina Rozanova Haunts the Narrative
   • Ilya Rozanov Misses Irina Rozanova
   • Irina Rozanova's Suicide
   • Dead Irina Rozanova
   • Abusive Grigori Rozanov
   • Bad Parent Grigori Rozanov
   • Mentioned Grigori Rozanov
   • Character Study

   Summary

   ''I should've been there for you months ago, back when it counted - before you tried to kill yourself. I should've paid attention sooner, shouldn't have been oblivious to the fact that you were struggling,'' Shane pressed, voice insistent.

   ''It does not matter. Regardless, I have failed. Now my actions have brought great shame to my father,'' Ilya announced. ''To Russia,''

   ''That's not true, that's not fucking true,''

   ''But it is,'' Ilya debated. ''My reasons for what I have done do not matter, was weak of me. And now, I can never show my face to Russia nor my father again,''

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