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1. They say pain is an illusion, This is just a bruise, and You are just confused, but I am only human by FairyTailDragonKing

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/F, F/M, Gen, M/M, Multi
   • Work in Progress

   15 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Henrietta "Hen" Wilson/Karen Wilson
   • Athena Grant/Bobby Nash
   • Maddie Buckley/Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Maddie Buckley
   • Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Henrietta "Hen" Wilson
   • Athena Grant
   • Bobby Nash
   • Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Post-Lawsuit (9-1-1 TV)
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Alternate Universe - Magic
   • Magical Realism
   • i think
   • How Do I Tag
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • Medical Inaccuracies
   • Chronic Pain
   • Misunderstandings
   • Swearing
   • Panic Attacks
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Dissociation
   • Crying
   • Feeling Insane but not what you would think
   • Selective Amnesia
   • Attempt at body horror
   • Feelings Realization is Not The Main Focus but Will Be Included
   • Making Up
   • Apologies
   • But it's going to be earned
   • Timeline What Timeline
   • Angry Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Angry Bobby Nash
   • Protective Maddie Buckley
   • Protective Athena Grant
   • Maddie Buckley Acting as Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parental Figure
   • Athena Grant Acting as Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parental Figure
   • Protective Henrietta "Hen" Wilson
   • Protective Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Better Friend Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Good Friend Henrietta "Hen" Wilson
   • Hiding Medical Issues
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Worried Firehouse 118 Crew (9-1-1 TV)
   • Anxious Maddie Buckley
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Henrietta "Hen" Wilson Friendship
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Howie "Chimney" Han Friendship
   • Hurt Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Needs A Hug
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Abandonment Issues
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Has PTSD
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Whump??
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Needs a Break
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Needs Help
   • Everyone is a mess but they are a work in progress
   • Surprises
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Pre-Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz
   • Not Beta Read

   Summary

   Buck finds something in hopes to reconnect with Christopher and slowly reconnect with Eddie and the rest of the 118 after dropping the lawsuit and being iced out. What happens when what he finds makes his life so much worse in ways no one can even understand or realize until it's too late?

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   16,151

   Chapters:

   3/?

   Comments:

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