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1. one day, I am gonna grow wings by dharmaa

   Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   12 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov & Svetlana Vetrova
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Misses Irina Rozanova
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Sad Ilya Rozanov
   • Sad with a Happy Ending
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Irina Rozanova Haunts the Narrative
   • Mentioned Irina Rozanova
   • References to Depression
   • Happy Ending
   • Timeline What Timeline

   Summary

   He got up from the floor, dizzy and uncoordinated. He managed to find his way to the bathroom and to the medicine cabinet, grabbed the pill bottle and stared at it. He didn’t grab one like he usually did, instead he held the whole bottle in his shaking hand as he walked into the living room. This time he sat on the couch, he looked around as if he was waiting for someone to stop him. He was alone, he knew it. He stared at his phone. Maybe he should try calling Shane again. He didn’t.

    
   or

   What if the detail that made Shane stop doubting their relationship wasn’t the almost plane crash. What if instead Ilya’s depression flared way earlier, when all he wanted was someone he couldn’t have, and what if he tried to do something he would’ve never forgiven himself for.

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