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1. Diary of Self Destruct by phasmastella04

   Fandoms: Nine Inch Nails (Band)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   05 May 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Original Female Character(s)/Original Male Character(s)
   • Original Characters
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Eventual Smut
   • Angst with No Happy Ending
   • Angst
   • Depression
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Drug Use
   • Implied/Referenced Drug Use

   Summary

   River always had a lot of anger inside for the human race, much more for himself in recent years. When life finally catches up to him, his final will to hold everything together dissolves. Now left alone with nothing but drugs and a nagging voice inside his head who encourages his damaging behavior, River finds himself in an endless cycle of self destruction and pain. And much to his horror, death may be the only way out of it.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   6,647

   Chapters:

   2/14

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

   8

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