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1. drug of choice by reveriedusoir

   Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   08 Jun 2026

   Tags

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   • Nesta Archeron/Cassian
   • Nesta Archeron
   • Cassian (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Feyre Archeron
   • Elain Archeron
   • Rhysand (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Azriel (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Morrigan (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Emerie (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Gwyneth Berdara
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Depression
   • Depiction of Self-Hatred
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Sex Used As A Coping Mechanism
   • Rough Sex
   • Rough Oral Sex
   • dubious consent due to the power imbalance
   • Canon-Compliant in the beginning - deviating as we go on
   • IC critical
   • Disordered Eating

   Summary

   Nesta thought the best method to dull her pain was through alcohol and meaningless sex, but locked up by Cassian in the House of Wind, she finds an even better way.

   An ACOSF-rewrite, inspired by the prompt: You got everything you wanted? No. But I once got very close.

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   English

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