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1. if I could do it all again (I know I’d go back to you) by miriyos

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   18 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Boston Bears | Boston Raiders Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Hayden Pike
   • Ottawa Centaurs Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Movie Fusion - The Family Man
   • Magical Realism
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Second Chances
   • Kid Fic
   • Magical Entity Hayden Pike Haunts Ilya's Narrative
   • NO USE OF AI
   • Author Came Out of Retirement for This
   • Ilya Rozanov is a Master at Pining and Longing
   • Alternate Universe
   • Getting Back Together

   Summary

   “This is your life even if it doesn’t feel like it. Everything you wanted, everything you hoped to be. Stop worrying so much about the missing pieces. I should tell you now though, a glimpse, by definition, is an impermanent thing.”

   --

   Nearing retirement, Ilya earns a glimpse of what life could’ve been like had he made a different choice when he was younger.

   Based on The Family Man (2000).

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   26,226

   Chapters:

   3/3

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