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1. I take it back, please don't go. by ConsCiousnes3

   Fandoms: State SMP | ish's Civilization Series  

   • Not Rated
   • Major Character Death
   • No category
   • Complete Work

   16 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Saparata & Schpood (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Fluixon & Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
   • CallMeCass & Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Fluixon/Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Fluixon (Video Blogging RPF)
   • CallMeCass (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Schpood (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Mentions of Alcohol Usage
   • Angst
   • Heavy Angst
   • Character Death
   • Death
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Creator Can't Tag to Save His Life
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence

   Summary

   What if Saparata had a change of heart?

   What if he didn't want to kill the man he still considered a best friend?

   What if nothing he did worked, and he had to take his life?

   What if, what if, what if

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