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I used to wonder, if I pretend for long enough that I’m ok, maybe I’ll believe it, too. Everyone else has already been fooled, so how much harder do I need to try to make it real? I used to wonder about that, wonder about it a lot. But not anymore. Now I know it doesn’t matter. Because everything is still inside of me, and it’s never going to go away. The guilt, the hatred.
The truth.
The monster.
Sam has finally had enough. While Castiel and Dean are both out of the hotel room, Sam writes a letter.
Chapter Seven was deleted and revamped. It's a lot better than the original, I promise!