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1. My Regret Came When Death Striked Me Down by ZedtheZonked

   Fandoms: State SMP | ish's Civilization Series  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   18 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Fluixon/Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Fluixon & Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Fluixon (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Angst
   • Doomed Relationship
   • Yaoi
   • Pining
   • Dying Fluixon
   • Creator does not know how to tag fics for shit
   • I do not know if this is considered hurt no comfort make of that what you will
   • Yearning
   • Implied one-sided Fluxarata
   • Internal Monologue

   Summary

   In the colosseum, Flux collapsed on the ground, losing blood every second.

   With his last bits of consciousness, he reminisces and wonders what things he could have done better.

   He thinks about the things he could've had, what he wants to have.

   He thinks about how he and Saps still could have been.

   Too bad he's dying right now.

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   English

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