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1. for the rest of your life by notquiteaghost

   Fandoms: Murderbot (TV), The Murderbot Diaries - Martha Wells  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Other
   • Complete Work

   18 Apr 2026

   Tags

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   • Dr. Gurathin/Murderbot (Murderbot Diaries)
   • Dr. Gurathin (Murderbot Diaries)
   • Murderbot (Murderbot Diaries)
   • Agender Aromantic Asexual Murderbot (Murderbot Diaries)
   • Aromantic Asexual Dr. Gurathin (Murderbot Diaries)
   • Post-Book 4: Exit Strategy
   • First Time
   • Sex in the Feed (Murderbot Diaries)
   • feed telepathy
   • Dom/sub
   • Masturbation
   • fantasising
   • canon-typical unreliable narrator
   • Background ART & Murderbot
   • the implications of the canon mindmelding
   • This is very hard to tag
   • what if you were both asexual but you also kind of share a brain
   • generally sex involves new forms of intimacy
   • but not in this case. because of the brain sharing
   • honestly the brain sharing was fourth base
   • this is them circling back to second

   Summary

   You should back off for the next hour or so. Until I say otherwise.

   No the fuck I shouldn't.

   And he huffs, like my very reasonable concern is funny. He's such an asshole. Oh, he says, smug in a way that spikes threat assessment further, So you WANT to see me masturbate?

   …

   What.

   [it took gurathin several years and a lot of work to be comfortable with being an asexual person who jerks off sometimes. thanks to the magic of accidental mind melds, murderbot is gonna get there in like ten minutes]

   Series

   • Part 2 of if this is broken

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   English

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