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1. with everything (i won't let this go) by Anonymous

   Fandoms: Figure Skating RPF  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   07 May 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Ilia Malinin/Mikhail Shaidorov
   • Ilia Malinin
   • Mikhail Shaidorov
   • Nika Egadze
   • Jun Hwan Cha
   • Kao Miura
   • Aleksandr Selevko
   • Amber Glenn
   • Slow Burn
   • Getting Together
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Denial of Feelings
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Unrequited Love
   • Not Actually Unrequited Love
   • Angst
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Eventual Smut
   • First Time
   • Blow Jobs
   • No beta we die like ilia malinin on february 13th
   • smut written by an asexual
   • Top Mikhail Shaidorov
   • Bottom Ilia Malinin
   • Anal Sex

   Summary

   Ilia tried to stop thinking about Mikhail Shaidorov. He was just his opponent, and they weren't even at the same level, he shouldn't worry about him, but he did. He sure felt something about Mikhail Shaidorov, he just couldn't figure out what.

   Or: Ilia and Misha met for the first time in the 2022 World Junior Championships, and they kept meeting after that.

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