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Ok soooo first chapter in an explanation. Blegh. I just feel like this kinda thing needs it so, use this as a sort of index or wtv. You don’t have to read this
Again, this is ALL projection. SO expect there to be a lot of “I” and “my”s in the explanations.
(All roads lead to nuerodivergence)
(I WRITE IN THIS CHAPTER LIKE IM ILLITERATE BUT I SWEAR THE ACTUAL FIC WILL BE BETTER)
The perspectivews are kinda weird in the chapters so be aware
Chapter 2 (Patton) (366 words) - Reflects how for a part of my life I was “naive”, and how even now I’m still kinda sensitive. Also my friend called it “regression” but im like 99% sure it has nothing to do with regression.
Chapter 3 (Virgil) (267 words) - Focuses on my dependance problem, plus my social anxiety and tendency to not socialize. But also wanting to be loved. Who cares.
Chapter 4 (Roman) (360 words) - Coincidentally Remus and Roman’s parts are both like… From the same part of my life> If that makes sense? Anyways this is more focused on him sort of having ADHD, being unable to focus and yada yada something something art. I say he because while I do do art and get distracted easily I never got fully diagnosed. So.
Chapter 5 (Remus) (456 words) - Okay.. .I’m not tagging anything he says for a reason. His chapter focuses on hypersexuality n intrusive thoughts. SO yeah. There’s nolike SA or anything but yeahhhhhhhh. Warnings will be in author’s notes. Plus you don’t have to read this chapter. It’s not like they have a storyline that’s connected or anything /srs
Chapter 6 (Logan) (593 words) - AUTISM. I don’t have autism. I swear I'm neurotypical. But this is mostly about autism (if anything in this chapter sounds like stereotypical I’m sorry!! It’s projection so it’s almost entirely about how I act.) OH and aroace. I usually project on Logan the most so I put him this far in not just because he represents a later part of my life but also because he’s like a carrot on a stick. Finish the other chapters and I get to write Logan.
Chapter 7 (Janus) (W.I.P) - This is about.. Woke stuff!! This is probably maybe the most ooc because it’s based off my identity as anonbinary transfem she/they/xem (But in the actual fic Janus is a nonbinary He/It/Xem) and like hiding some of my identity from my parents (they know I like girls but wtv)
Obviously I think the actual characters themselves have way more problems than these ones and honestly some relate to me more than others, but I spread it out to try and be less biased.
So like have fun reading!!!