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‘Jumper invites me and Mapicc to a social experiment.’
-4Cvit
It’s no use getting attached to anybody, There’s no point in forming a team if one of you are bound to end up with a deep-wine color seeping through your clothes; Maybe your opponents will have the crimson painting them, if you’re lucky. There’s not a singular incident within this entire server where a friendship will last forever. I’d betray all for a couple of hearts ( Not that It’s anything personal. )
There’s no fight I can’t win, there’s no challenge I can’t take, there’s not a single person that could ever hold up to me; If you swore not to tell, I’m sure I could beat Clown himself, to the ground, even.
Now that I’ve told you, sad, lonely, book and quill.
Let me tell you something else
I stood in front of several signs, I didn’t count but it felt like – A million. A million signs that all had pointless sentences I did nothing but skim. Every single word written was pointless.
I knew exactly who the signs belonged to, but If I were to dare speak his name I'd feel like I’m getting stabbed all over again. Suffrage can’t exist without Acknowledgement.
A few weeks ago, Jumper had convinced me to do this experiment. It was honestly the worst thing I could’ve ever willingly signed myself up for.
Jumper promised me I’d gain something out of it. But I’ve gained nothing, Maybe a few hearts .. But I didn’t need to go through all of that just for a measly two. I definitely wouldn’t have gone through with it all if I knew how everything would’ve followed.
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Dead as grass could be, Two heads floating in the sky that I honestly should’ve exploded and got it all over with. My first impression on arriving, on meeting 4̶C̶v̶i̶t̶ Him formally, not through observation or elections.
Was that I fucking hated the guy
Hate was an understatement, Me and this guy had absolutely nothing in common, nothing nice to say about each other.
He pierced his gaze into me just like I did him.
The books we wrote in about each other are nothing like the one I hold right now, It was way more ragged, like Jumper had found them at the bottom of her e-chest and gave us what was meant to resemble something that needed a muse.
I didn’t write anything positive in my book, neither did 4̶C̶v̶i̶t̶
How many times must I tell you we have nothing in common?
We shouldn’t have crossed paths
It was all pointless
I’m going to burn this entire place to the ground
W̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ ̶h̶e̶ ̶e̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶g̶i̶v̶e̶ ̶m̶e̶ ̶i̶f̶ ̶I̶ ̶d̶i̶d̶?̶
If anybody ever finds this, you will never speak of i
Bye