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1. God, forgive me by questionabledoll

   Fandoms: Hetalia (Anime & Manga)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   22 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • England/France (Hetalia)
   • France (Hetalia)
   • England (Hetalia)
   • Germany (Hetalia)
   • North Italy (Hetalia)
   • South Italy (Hetalia)
   • America (Hetalia)
   • Japan (Hetalia)
   • Prussia (Hetalia)
   • Russia (Hetalia)
   • China (Hetalia)
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Religious Guilt
   • religious trauma
   • Self-Harm
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • My First Fanfic
   • Mentioned Prumano
   • Mentioned Gerita - Freeform
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • England is Named Arthur Kirkland (Hetalia)
   • France is Named Francis Bonnefoy (Hetalia)
   • America is Named Alfred F. Jones (Hetalia)
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Author used to be religious and is projecting
   • South Italy is Named Lovino Vargas (Hetalia)
   • Prussia is Named Gilbert Beilschmidt (Hetalia)
   • North Italy is Named Feliciano Vargas (Hetalia)
   • Germany is Named Ludwig Beilschmidt (Hetalia)
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Religious Content
   • Tags May Change
   • Very very minor non canon character for plot

   Summary

   England slowly realizes his feelings towards France, but the homophobic ideologies that were drilled into him stop him from accepting this.

   He attempts to pray away these thoughts, but nothing works. Francis continues to haunt his mind.

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   English

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