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1. If I Ever by irinarya

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   22 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Spoilers for Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • POV Ilya Rozanov
   • POV Shane Hollander
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • The Author Regrets Nothing
   • Angst and Feels
   • Angst and Romance
   • I kissed a brick and I liked it
   • Mutual Pining
   • Gap Filler
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov is Obsessed With Shane Hollander
   • Canon-Typical Behavior
   • Soft Ilya Rozanov
   • Missing Scene
   • In Character
   • Engaged Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

   Summary

   I want to be the only name he whispers, and his name to be my vow. I want all of it. 

   I’m recording this hoping you will never see it. I hope that you will never have to go through hearing this.

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   Ilya and Shane make their vows.

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