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1. at the end as at the start by filmopen

   Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   11 May 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Ryland Grace & Eva Stratt
   • Ryland Grace/Eva Stratt
   • what if i make eva stratt relive the last five years over and over again
   • are they lovers? worse
   • beta'd so we live like rocky and adrian
   • Ryland Grace Haunts the Narrative
   • Time Loop
   • eva stratt has debilitating dead wife syndrome
   • putting stratt in the Torment Nexus™
   • secret third thing
   • Character Study
   • eva stratt i'm in your head. i'm in your walls. you cared about him so much.
   • i'm obviously very normal about these two
   • Time Travel
   • it's up to you how you read this
   • Doomed by the Narrative
   • POV Third Person
   • "all stories are about time loops except time loops which are about grief" - futuretrain on tumblr
   • what is grief if not love persevering?
   • the boundless grief is too heavy to bear
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Ambiguous Ryland Grace and Eva Stratt Relationship
   • Eva Stratt-centric
   • POV Eva Stratt
   • even though her dead wife is very much alive
   • and a man she kills every time

   Summary

   In another life — maybe the next one, maybe the one before — Eva Stratt learns that there are some things that she does not have the power to change, despite her best efforts. He always ends up on the Hail Mary. She always ends up alone.

   Title from This is How You Lose the Time War by Amal El-Mohtar and Max Gladstone.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   2,001

   Chapters:

   1/?

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