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1. Share a drink with me, share a grave by DeanSWade

   Fandoms: 镇魂 | Guardian (TV 2018), 镇魂 | Guardian - priest  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   27 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Shen Wei/Zhao Yunlan
   • Zhao Yunlan
   • Da Qing (Guardian)
   • Zhu Hong (Guardian)
   • Chu Shuzhi
   • Lin Jing (Guardian)
   • Guo Changcheng
   • Shen Wei (Guardian)
   • Hurt Zhao Yunlan
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Violence
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Emotional Hurt
   • Established Shen Wei/Zhao Yunlan
   • Canonical Character Death
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • No beta we die like Kunlun
   • Zhao Yunlan's poor life choices
   • Angst
   • Eventual Happy Ending

   Summary

   Shen Wei would not leave him behind, could not.
   Only he did. He pushed Yunlan out, his eyes soft and his teeth bloody. He died.
   And the chasm that only seemed to bother Zhao occasionally, now swallowed him whole.

   Or

   Zhao Yunlan survives the Guardian Lantern and now has to live with the aftermath of Shen Wei's sacrifice.
   He is not doing so well.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   7,748

   Chapters:

   2/2

   Comments:

   7

   Kudos:

   24

   Bookmarks:

   4

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