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1. As sick as it sounds, I loved you first by coragray

   Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs  

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   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
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   • Complete Work

   06 May 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Dazai Osamu & Mori Ougai (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai Osamu & Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Akutagawa Ryuunosuke & Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Mori Ougai (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai-Typical Suicide Mentions (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • mentioned torture
   • Implied abuse
   • Self-Harm
   • Mori Ougai is Not a Pedophile (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Mentioned Yosano Akiko (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Mentioned Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Mentioned Akutagawa Ryuunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai Osamu-centric (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • from mori ougais perspective
   • Dazai Osamu Needs a Hug (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Hurt
   • Character Study

   Summary

   The man went mad, he begged Dazai for relief, he offered up every bit of information he had in a fit of sobs.

   Mori remembered what Dazai told him afterwards, he said "I could never torture somebody as well as they torture themselves."

   He remembered the chill that went down his spine, remembered the way Dazai's eyes bore into his, the apathy bleeding through.

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