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To my darling Parrot,
I wanted to write this letter to you as an apology for breaking your trust, for hurting you in ways I physically cannot understand and for not being the person you needed most during these awful times. But I need you to understand why I did the things I did.
Parrot, we have been best friends for a little over a year now, and I have loved every day of it because I was with you. You have made everything that I originally thought was wrong feel right. You have made the best out of any situation we have ever been in and I loved that about you. You helped me understand what love is, and what love could be, and what love should be.
My sweet flawed, yet perfect, bird.
You showed me what it means to be loved, to be wanted, to be desired, even in a world oh so full of hate, even in a world full of players that are fueled by hate, you, you are fueled by love.
Because you are love.
If you, by some unknown reason, believe that you are not someone who is able to give love, just remember: It’s what you do best, Parrot, you are the best player on the whole server at giving.
My darling Parrot, I wanted to write this letter to you as a confession. You are my perception of love. If you asked me to, I would worship you like the god you are. I would give you everything you could ever want, you, Parrot, are my God, my universe, my whole reason for living.
No matter how unstable you were, no matter how unstable you are now, no matter how unstable you will be, I will always love you, my sweet darling Parrot, I will always desire you.
If you are reading this, I know it’s a little late to say this, then you have clearly escaped Paragon and I am probably dead, but, I hope that I got the chance to properly show you how much I loved you. I wish I got the chance to press my lips to your own, but I know that wishes never come true, hence why you are reading this.
My dearest friend, I always desired to be more with you. Ever since you freed me from that chunkban prison, I have loved you more than as just a friend, but I hope you move on, find someone more deserving of your love and continue to do what you do best.
My darling Parrot, I wanted to write this apology to you as a confession, because I was too much of a coward to come up to you and say, “I love you” to your face, I was too much of a coward to say, “I want to be yours until the end of our lives” to your face, I was too scared to admit my true feelings for you, I was too scared that you would hate me, I was afraid that you would leave me behind. Such a silly fear now that I really think about it, but what could a scared, loyal dog do without his owner? Cower in a corner hoping he would come back, or make a silent vow to never leave his side again?
My darling Parrot, I wanted to write this confession as an apology. I’m sorry, I now acknowledge that no matter what I tried to do, I could never truly keep you chained down, you know, for a flightless bird you sure do have a habit of flying off, putting yourself into so much danger for people you don’t even know. I’m actually glad that I could never keep you on the ground, it would be so weird to see you actually being complicated without an escape plan.
My darling Parrot, this letter has gone on long enough, but there is still so much I wish to say to you.
Maybe we will see each other in another life, my love.
– From your most loyal and obedient Wifies