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1. Lost Once, Found Again by somebodyloving

   Fandoms: Supernatural  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   16 Jul 2017

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Castiel & Dean Winchester
   • Gabriel/Sam Winchester (mentioned)
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Dean Winchester
   • Other Character Tags to Be Added
   • Gabriel (Supernatural)
   • Sam Winchester
   • Post-Season/Series 11 AU
   • Season/Series 11 Spoilers
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Feelings
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Feelings Realization
   • Inner Struggles
   • Mentions of the Events from the Previous Part
   • slowburn
   • Established Gabriel/Sam Winchester
   • Angelic Grace/Human Soul Bonds
   • Fear of Discovery
   • fear of attachment

   Summary

   Once, emotions had been something very foreign for Castiel. So many strange feelings and reactions; thirst, hunger, sense of abandonment, anger and disappointment mixed with longing for home and family, then friends as well – Sam and Dean.

   Castiel knew almost everything about Dean. Before the angel lost his powers, he could feel Dean’s soul and see its warmth, bright light anytime they had been in close proximity to each other. Oh, he hadn’t known what it had been back then. What it had meant to see, and especially feel, it. And now it was too late, wasn't it?

   Series

   • Part 2 of What Is It Like To Feel?

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

   4/?

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