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It didn’t look dangerous.
It sat on a high shelf in Lady Anne Darcy’s sitting room at Pemberley, wedged between a pristine Peerage of England and a velvet Book of Common Prayer. The room was a shrine, smelling faintly of old beeswax and lavender, kept exactly as she had left it.
The book itself was plain. Scuffed calfskin, soft corners, a blank spine. It looked like the kind of diary meant for watercolor roses and polite thoughts on the weather and the Derbyshire lambing season.
It was not.
Crack the spine, and the illusion vanished. There were no watercolors — just tight, slashing black ink. The pages laid bare the ugly reality of high society: earldoms propped up by blackmail, rivals squeezed out of fortunes, and fools steered into marriages of convenience. It was a ledger of manipulation, written by a woman who felt herself above the society around her. It held enough secrets to burn two of England’s proudest families to the ground.
Yet, it was not a wholly wicked thing.
Turn another page, and there was a pressed oak leaf from the Pemberley woods lying brittle between the sheets. Here, the sharp black ink smoothed, shifted from mockery to a fiercely loving wife who simply sought peace and privacy with her husband. Here were the panicked prayers of a mother, agonizing over an eight-year-old son carrying too much expectation, wishing he could just run with his dogs. Here, she cried over her infant daughter, terrified of the day the very society she manipulated would bare its teeth at her little girl.
It was the whole of Lady Anne Darcy, locked behind a small brass clasp.
For more than a decade after her death, the diary sat gathering dust. It stayed perfectly safe, protected by a son who couldn’t bear to disturb his mother’s rooms.
And it remained safe. Until a fifteen-year-old girl, desperate to know the mother she had lost too soon, pulled it from the shelf. She carefully packed it into a trunk alongside her velvet-clad Book of Common Prayer.
She was taking it to Ramsgate.
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The letter felt heavy against his ribs.
Darcy stood in the doorway of the sitting room, his hand pressed flat against his breast pocket. Beneath the broadcloth of his coat, Wickham’s handwriting burned a hole into his chest.
Postmarked Meryton. He had received it two days ago. It detailed exactly how Georgiana had given over the diary — she wished for me to know her mother better through the pages, sweet girl — Wickham’s staggering ransom, and what would happen to the Darcy name if he failed to pay.
Across the room, Georgiana sat by the window, oblivious to the anger simmering in her brother’s chest.
She looked impossibly small. It had been three months since Ramsgate, but the trusting, vibrant girl who had left for the coast had not returned. Georgiana sat rigidly in her armchair by the tall windows, staring out at the rain-slicked cobblestones. Bruised shadows lingered beneath her eyes. She had barely eaten since summer. She moved through the townhouse like a ghost, apologizing for taking up space.
Somewhere on the floor below, a footman dropped a brass fire iron against the hearth.
The sound cracked sharply, and Geogiana flinched. Darcy’s jaw locked so tightly his teeth ached. He crossed the room in three strides, sinking to one knee beside her chair.
"Georgiana," Darcy said. He pitched his voice level. "It is only a dropped iron."
She looked at him, her eyes swimming with fresh tears. "Fitzwilliam. I...was startled. I am sorry, I was just thinking…."
"Do not apologize," he commanded softly, earning a fleeting smile in return. "I leave for Hertfordshire within the hour with Charles," he said, holding her gaze. "I would have you rest while I am gone."
"I will do my best. But I fear I cannot stop my thoughts. If George— no, if Mr—Mr. Wickham..." She choked on the name, a tear spilling over her lashes. "Oh, brother, I should not have —"
Darcy squeezed her hand. The letter crinkled inside his coat. "The matter is handled, Georgiana. I promise you. I have seen to it, and you must never think of him again. He will never breathe a word about it for the rest of his life."
It was a lie.
A desperate lie.
He leaned forward and pressed a kiss to her forehead. "You are safe, Georgiana. I swear it on our mother's memory."
Georgiana let out a shuddering breath, her eyes closing. "You are too good to me."
Darcy stood, his throat tight. “Be well, Georgiana,” he said softly in farewell.
He turned away before she could see the panic surely written across his face. He walked out of the room and descended the staircase, his footfalls silent against the carpet.
In the foyer, Charles Bingley paced happily by the door, oblivious to the tension suffocating the house.
"Ah, Darcy! There you are, just the man I want to see," Charles beamed, vibrating with energy. "The carriage is packed. Hertfordshire awaits! They say the country air is brilliant this time of year. Exactly the sort of restful trip we need. Are you packed?"
Darcy stopped at the bottom of the stairs. He was not going to Hertfordshire for the air. He was going to hunt down Wickham.
"Yes," Darcy replied, his voice flat. "Let us go."
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