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Don’t Look at Me Like That
WARNINGS: injuries, Jason's stubborness
requests are open
dividers by @cafekitsune
The scent of antiseptic and stale gunpowder hung heavy in the air, a familiar perfume in our little corner of Gotham's underbelly. Jason sat perched on the edge of the metal table, a grim gargoyle cast in the dim glow of the single bare bulb overhead. Another night, another brawl, another set of wounds screaming for your attention.
He was a mess, as usual. A split lip, a blossoming bruise blooming on his cheekbone, and a nasty gash tearing through the muscle of his bicep. He reeked of cheap whiskey and desperation, a volatile cocktail that often led to nights like these. He was tense, coiled tight as a spring ready to snap.
"Hold still, will you?" you snapped, your voice rough around the edges, mirroring the environment we occupied. He flinched at the touch of the alcohol swab, a low growl rumbling in his chest. "Don't need your help," he muttered, the words slurred just enough to betray the pain he was trying so hard to mask.
"Oh, really? Because last I checked, you were bleeding out faster than you could throw a punch," you retorted, your tone sharper than you intended. You hated this dance, the one where he pretended to be invincible and you pretended it didn't hurt to see him like this.
He scoffed, turning his head away. "I could handle it."
"Sure you could. You could also bleed all over your floor and then I'd have to clean it up. So, humor me," You said, picking up the curved needle and threading it with sterile thread. The metallic click seemed deafening in the small space.
He flinched again as the needle pierced his skin. His muscles tightened beneath your fingers. "Easy," You murmured, more to calm myself than him. You concentrated on the task at hand, meticulously drawing the edges of the wound together, each stitch a tiny act of defiance against the chaos that perpetually chased us.
His constant shifting was making the job harder. "Stop being a baby, babe," You muttered, the words slipping out before you could catch them. It was a term of endearment you rarely used, a small, fragile thing you usually kept locked away, hidden beneath layers of cynicism and shared trauma.
The silence that followed was deafening, thick and heavy like the Gotham fog. The only sound was the faint hum of the electricity and the frantic beat of your own heart.
He pulled away slightly, his eyes narrowing, the blue flame in them burning brighter than ever. "Say that again."
Your fingers fumbled with the thread, the delicate strand slipping through your grasp. You pretended not to notice the intensity of his gaze, the way his jaw clenched, the barely suppressed tension radiating from him. "What?" You asked, your voice deliberately casual, struggling to maintain the facade.
"Say it again." The words were a low growl, laced with a raw vulnerability that sent a shiver down your spine. It was a challenge, a dare, and a desperate plea all rolled into one.
You looked up at him, your heart thudding against your ribs like a trapped bird. Our eyes locked, and in that moment, the years of shared experience, the unspoken feelings, the constant push and pull, all hung suspended between us.
You took a breath, the air catching in your throat. "Babe," You repeated, the word a fragile offering, a glimpse beneath the hardened exterior you usually presented.
He stared at me, his expression unreadable. You could see the internal battle raging within him, the conflict between the need for connection and the fear of vulnerability. He looked like he was deciding whether to kiss you senseless or run as far away as possible.
Finally, a slow, shaky grin spread across his face, softening the harsh lines etched there by years of pain. It was a genuine smile, not the sardonic smirk he usually wore like armor. "Dangerous game you're playing," he said, his voice rough, a little breathless.
Your own smile crept out, a hesitant mirror of his. "Then stop losing."
The tension hadn’t completely dissipated, but the air had shifted. The space between us felt charged, electric. The simple act of stitching up a wound had somehow become something else entirely, a precarious dance on the edge of something real, something terrifying, something… maybe beautiful.
You finished the last stitch, snipped the thread, and applied a bandage. "All done," You said, trying to sound as nonchalant as possible.
He didn't move, didn't break eye contact. He reached out, his calloused fingers brushing against your cheek. The touch was gentle, hesitant, a stark contrast to the roughness of his usual demeanor.
"Thank you," he whispered, the words barely audible.
It wasn't just for the stitches. It was for everything. For the nights you stayed up waiting for him to come home. For the lies you told to cover his tracks. For the way you held him together, piece by piece, every time he threatened to shatter.
"Anytime, Jay," you said, your voice softer than you thought possible.
He leaned in closer, his breath warm against your skin. "Maybe… maybe next time, we skip the fight and go straight to the 'babe' part?"
You laughed, the sound a little shaky. "Maybe. But where's the fun in that?"
He grinned again, the devilish glint returning to his eyes. "You think patching me up is fun?"
"Let's just say it's… rewarding," You replied, your gaze dropping to his lips.
He didn't need any more encouragement. His hand moved from your cheek to the back of your neck, pulling you closer. The kiss was rough, desperate, a collision of pain and need and a longing that had been simmering beneath the surface for far too long.
It wasn't a fairytale ending. It wasn't a perfect, sanitized moment. It was raw, messy, and real, just like us. And in that moment, surrounded by the scent of antiseptic and the ghosts of battles fought and lost, it was everything you ever wanted.
We were both damaged, both broken, both teetering on the edge of oblivion. But maybe, just maybe, we could find solace in each other's chaos, a shared understanding in the darkness that threatened to consume us both. Maybe the dangerous game was worth playing, after all. Maybe, together, we could finally stop losing.